Hello, you.

2009-12-25T23:19:00.011+08:00

For fun. The blog is dead-ed.

2009-09-17T15:09:00.003+08:00

yes i still remember the password and of course the died-ed email add of tas. haha :D
since its the holidays now.. after sooo soo long of not updating and dont know how many holidays have i passed... i finally come here to update. well i did read the dusty blog, but just that im too lazy to log in and post sth. actually i was just kidding. i have nothing to say here because we have another source where we share our thoughts. calls. another blog~ and meetups. (:

as i had planned, after the fasting month i would like to go jogging every single day. are you up to it babe? well i dnt like to do things alone. and now that its been ages since i start running again, i thought i would love a company. (: i know you'd be there, but will you be there physically? haha!

please say yes (: petang also can, i dont mind.
oh you know what babe? i do wish that ppl dont visit this blog anymore. i wonder who reads this. and if you do read this blog.. please say sth (: well you dnt have to write your name if you dnt want to. just put "guest" i just wanna know who reads this dead-ed blog. teehee :)

im soo in need of earpiece for the computers :(
where am i to find themmm booo

and finally, yea i know this song has been with me since the time tas intro-ed it to me. and i still love it (: heartsheartshearts! enjoy!

and this is the 3rd time im blogging this vid, to all my blogs hahah!

2009-03-08T03:16:00.002+08:00

hi babe!

well its soo not you to complain.
and yes i know i dint blog. i dint even on the laptop most of the time you see. even when the exams are over.. that doesnt mean im free right? yea you know there's SOMETHING that i had to do. work. i really hate working life. damn i was right from the start, that i hate to work. it makes me extremely tired. dang!

whatever to the working, i wanna get back to my bff lives.
yes, i wanna go popular too. but i hate it, the fact that im toooo busy.

supervisors can be sometimes very hard to please.
there's always something to do, and its unfair since we're just interns and not their permanent employee you see. urgh.

and im thinking...

when is HE coming online, or is he totally off. im tired of waiting. *yawnss*

oh lately, im an early sleeper HAHAHA :D

2009-02-28T16:51:00.003+08:00

heylo babe. see, now my turn to complain. even after exams, you're still not updating the blog. HAHA. back at ya. anyhow, i dont mind la. at least you tagged. i didnt. LOL.

i want to go popular. im getting bored at home. i want to make that thing. =D

i'm getting irritated. i think you know why. shh. haha. one has to overlook, no? (i am so rambling) hint: it's the thing that i'm resigned to. *winks*

oh. i think i like hospitals too. in a very weird way. heh. thanks for coming =) i shall continue eclipse-ing. intend to finish it soon.

i know one thing i'd like. blessings.

2009-02-21T13:10:00.003+08:00

haha. and here i am again. ooh. this song, quite slow. if you want to dengar, then stop the suddenly i see. i love dbsk! haha. sorry uh didnt reply yesterday. i slept. tsktsk. so today must mugg like siao. are you with me? HAHA.

so im gonna wait till when you will update this blog and yours. ahaha. let's go shopping! but i want to exercise and be healthy (random eh). i cant wait for the thing that we need to go to popular then we can do *winks*

Looking At The After Glow - DBSK

2009-02-16T23:15:00.002+08:00

ooh. this account uses my old email. HAHA. the very old, da basi, already died-ed one. maklumlah, da lama tk log in. i hope no non-malays visit this blog since its already kinda dead-ed. haha.

shopping! cannot wait! actually i cant wait for exams to be over. see, im here despite exams being 2 days away (tu namanya tkde kerja lain). i miss seeing syah online.

let's see. i learnt about carbo, protein, fats. this other subject i havent started >.<

ooh babe. buy grey's anatomy cd season 5 for me! HAHA. *inserts muka tk tau malu* ok la i know you wont. gossip girl ke. ugly betty ke. but then GA is at the top. ok i am so crapping. but if youre feeling kind and rich, blikan eh. HAHAHA.

2009-02-15T20:27:00.003+08:00

kinda feels like sec sch all over again. heh. what with the thing coming. oh, i suddenly got reminded of all the medical check-ups and what nots we had to undergo before entering poly. LOL. that song la. suddenly i see. it was so during that time when we were preparing. remember? =)

hey bff, im so bored, i decided to post. amidst all the erm studying, i went to the carpark and jogged again! whee.

about the previous post, you can just ignore that, we're still the same two people we are, no, syahida?

ahh yes. i'll be here you know. just ring, whenever you want to. and i know, you're there too. Teehee. MWAHS! (seeing i don't know when's the next time i'll post another entry, a kiss for you. haha)

2008-12-20T22:06:00.003+08:00

erm the reason why we both dont post anything for months is because we are having a very big fight and i mean REAL BIGGGG. and we're not talking at all. its been ages since we both contact each other, like seriously ages.

so i hope you people understand ehh.

hais the blog so dead. and despite the fights we're having im still nice, sweet enough to actually post sth here right tas? (:

i miss the times when we share our secrets, sing along to the songs that we both like, yes we kind of have the same taste when it comes to music, but that was back then. and today, im pretending to be in the past, when we're singing and dancing and grooving to this very song..

and are you reading this tas?
tell me if you are ok. heh

2008-12-04T16:40:00.001+08:00

even after bff has reached hometown safely, she dint update this blog. hahah
its getting soooo soooo dead eh bff? hehe

see im soo nice. even when i have tests to study for, i remember about our dead blog and tried to make an effort not to make it as dead. LOL

and babe! im still sooo jealous you.
dnt ever think you can get away from it ehhh grrrr
haha

and again, another pretty lame short post.
well since i have to continue recapping on my studies, remember its my test week? haha

laterzz ((:

loves,

ida

2008-11-24T09:31:00.002+08:00

even before bff can post sth up here, she will be gone for four days.
im already missing her. when she gets home, the first thing that i would do is talk to her on the phone no matter what, dont care if its during the mid sem test period or not. there will always be time for bestfriends.

youve told me once not to worry abt having the need for someone when youre away. he knew you're leaving today, and i told him i'll miss you and you told me not to worry i have him to take care of me, just like how youre gonna take care of me when he's gone. but things weren't right even before you leave singapore, but im sure it will get better. (: i need to talk to you last night, but i dint know you were awake until i went online in school. checked the tag, and youre loved by your bff, always remember that (:

i want today to end as fast as possible.
every monday has been the same everyweek.
i feel like as if i shouldnt have wake up and see the day when it comes to monday
sometimes i wonder if is it part of the "monday blues" or what..

but i do hate mondays just like how i hate weekends when i was younger. haha (:
take care my dear bff (:

loves,

ida.

2008-11-09T02:03:00.002+08:00

apa sal la sayang aku yang satu ni tak tau nk update yerr?
lol!

(ok i dont know what to say here cause im very very sleepy, thanks to the freaking drawings for the damn project. very sick and tired of drawing. i think im gonna resign myself from drawing. so i guess no more drawings ever ever again.)

heh. for a moment, im very angry with my drawings. masterpiece.

2008-10-18T01:09:00.002+08:00

youre getting older babe, remember that heh (:

and that was weeks ago. finally you gt your shopping spree once again, and besides i fulfilled your wish. the cold wind and the light from the moon and the planet which bff claims is, and stars, theyre just great. couldnt get any better. since we're hooked to the planet and the night sky, each time we went out during the night, we both tend to stay near the elias park primary school and look up the night sky just like little kids admiring the stars. trust me, its pretty peaceful and it helps you to distress from anything that's on your mind.

and its not only about stars. shopping plays the trick as well. and we're gonna have another day out shopping more things again. and until now, my mum still havent know about the tops i bought. i wore one of them before. the yellow-orange top and its very nice. even my mentee said that to me. and i bought new bracelets, but still i need some new ones. haha and of course necklace. buy with me ok babe (:

ouh im soo missing you soo much la.
each time when i miss either you or the other bffs, i will think of my bf. i miss him soo much too.
then i will think about the time when he's gonna be away. ):

school is just a bore this sem. nothing's fun anymore. to add on the suffering, i have more programmings to do, textbooks are thicker and i hate it. its like bringing texkbooks around the size of the Amaths textbook and laptop and the charger. its very heavy. hais. and hope youre school's term gonna be fun babe (:(: 2 more days to school reopen. enjoy these two days to the fullest! (: hehe

2008-10-07T16:42:00.002+08:00

SYAHIDA ! ! !

we never went shopping togetherrr. =(

still want to go? haha.

da dapat duit raya... HAHAHA.
i'm bored. did i mention?

mundane, the way things have been. well, kinda.

school is startiiiiiing.... heh.

oh. SELAMAT HARI RAYA! (da basi eh)

2008-09-23T23:22:00.003+08:00

somehow, i dint really smile nicely for that picture eh? haa anyways, thank you soo much for the birthday celebration. (: i love you! i know its abit too late, but i promise to reply this post dint i? i think, if im not wrong.

run away if you need to. solve because you have to and solving is the safer way of running. but running away doesnt solve things. thats the difference.

so learn from the words. be optimistic and a thousand ways will light that world. different people have different perceptions and thinkings, but that doesnt make us different. we're the same in every way. we cant really run away from everything. we've got to face it, whether or not we like it.

face it. be brave.
i want to beliebe everything that you said, coz it sound so good.

2008-09-11T23:40:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to Youu !

hehe. happy bithday babe! before the day ends, that's one last wish for you. today is just bliss. haha. so many crap stories i made up, if you realised that (before ljs).

and cam whoring in the bus :):) tsktsk. the person who owns the camera, her face must be perfect eh. LOLOL. i want those pictures. anyhow. it was a blast. =)

I'll be seeing ya soon, go shopping with me TAU!

2008-09-07T00:28:00.004+08:00

heh. heylo babe.
bulan puasa, cheer up (=

as 'promised' here's my entry.
oh u know what? now bulan puasa, everytime i solat terawih, i'd be reminded of maz(and aiiesyah). cos of that time when they went to the masjid then they told us the story. LOL. i stil rmbr aiiesyah saying that she was going 'against the flow', cos she was gna meet maz. and how she wore baju kurung. heh.

"im hooked to two tv shows already. ugly betty and prison break. and movies as well. hais" why hais? tsktsk.kan best tgk tv. haha.

and SP has a rooftop? all access? can i go too? HAHAHAHA. oh wait. rendah eh. tak payah la =P and oh and oh and oh i miss the beach so =( im emo-ing today bff. lol. current song is BEP where is the love. hehehe. though im kinda groovin to it, if you get what i mean ;)

time changes people, and i hate that fact.
why why? everyone changes. everyone. hmm. though sometimes we really wish for some things to stay the same. sometimes, they're just not meant to be. lol. i know u know that. just saying.. HEH.

oh. u didnt sign off your last post. hee. ok, i think thats a rather long post, considering. considering its me. ahaha. till next time, LOVE YA!

2008-09-06T16:25:00.000+08:00

happy fasting to all.

and i wonder where is my dearest bestfriend. ):

the first week is going on very very slowly i must say. and i dont know why. maybe its because of all the shopping ive been doing in the whole week. the last teacher's day celebration, well its supposed to be, but we celebrate it in another way, was a fabulous day i must say. awesome outing. im running out of words to describe that day. the best i could ever have with them. been crapping like nobody's business, and both of us has been eyeing on a top. which might be a posiblly be bought. might only la. not too sure about it yet. maybe in time to come, i might change my mind or sth. anyway, i miss you guys. sadly wednesday's outing is cancelled because everyone's busy. and weeks to come, its my turn to be busy. ):

its the holidays, but i have presentation to do. the final one to mediacorp. somehow, i just wish if i would be picked to replace yong ming. i cant talk to all those ppl. ): and its not in the school, its int he studios. worst. well at least the first presentation was held in school itself.. but this time, no more. ): fingers crossed, i hope i wont be chosen. =/

prisonbreak season 4 is out. well not on tv, but online. i cant wait to watch the video. and ive been thinking about.. should i watch heroes too? maybe, maybe not. well it depends. i dont wanna watch something which i might not like. =/ but who knows if i might like that right? but what if im hooked. im hooked to two tv shows already. ugly betty and prison break. and movies as well. hais

time changes people, and i hate that fact.

2008-08-20T16:49:00.008+08:00

ONE MONTH + MORE ALREADY LA SAYANGGG.

tas is not doing anything to this blog. so i should do sth to it. haha!
mhmm so im planning that the day of your last paper.. we should go out and shopp! hehe you know for the thing that we're looking for. ^^
lol

current updates..
one more paper left! yippee. then im free haha
my boyfie is going UK for attachment and im left here alone. all alone alone alone.. booo

left here alone with my bestfriends la.. but then i cant spend time with them.. coz i myself will be working in.. i myself not sure where will i be working. can i follow you to UK honns? ouh this is sooo menyedihkannn ):

and i think i can imagine tas's look on her face when she were to read this. she knew about this story, and she is the first person to know. im sooo sooo sad. ok i shall shut up about this grieve of mine. heh.

old times are the best times of all. BEP brings the old us. the memories back. and i soo miss you. lol ok i'll make tas.. my next lover la when he's away AHAHAH

ouh ouh tas! you know what?
i dint know that SP has a rooftop too la. the rooftop is cute la. ok, wth cute?! but really cute as in ppl can walk thru it and reach the other side of the building. and this is not my building. its at the science block. my syg's area and josh's area (if you still remember him) lol and and its my first time having lesson cum exam there. thats why i never knew that place exists la. but then the rooftop is NOT that high la. its just the fourth level and when you're there.. you can hear lotsa noises and i must say they're unnecessary noises. LOL. and people at the five level and above can see you tau. LOL so its not really a rooftop.. but still a MINI rooftop. LOL

!da (:

2008-07-14T10:42:00.001+08:00

I LOVE YOUUUUU

being rajin is tired? boooo

no its not. i'll train you to be rajin ok? ^^ hahahaha

2008-06-29T16:58:00.003+08:00

hahaha. kesian punya pasal.
job done sehhh.

i hate them too. those urgh thingy's. huahua.

Boston! whee whee. ahaha. let's go.

i'm darn lazy. very lazy. the kind of lazy where you don't wanna do anythg sch related.
how? syahida, do for me la. HAHAHA.
lalala. i need money tooooooo. boo.

i'm contemplating something. heee. ANYWAYS, see ya soon babe.

2008-06-29T16:03:00.004+08:00

we both love boston! and i wann go thereeee! thats the beach. hehe

and we both MIA-ed for nearly 2 months now.. but i shall be a good girl and update.. school's such a bored. everything's getting boring from day to day. really. school is such a crap with projetcs non stop. and i think this year is your first time having modules with projects and projects kn tas? (well miz says like that.. hmmm) but im sick of it. ive been having projects for all modules since in year 1. what kind of life is that? yes, im bragging about this whole stuff..

i dont know if its me or what.. bt year 2 practically sucks for me. no more elearning, holidays are not even holidays.. coz ive gotta mugg for MSTs, do projects.. where is my REAL holidays. ive only got today to enjoy my holidays.. bt eventhing dint really turn out well. hais. threats. im sick of all those. )'=

and since today's the last day for me to enjoy.. i still have emarketing project to do. which is only the first part of it. when school reopen.. clarence gonna get the hell of out heads to finish up asap. because of the presentation to mediacorp (AGAIN!!) urgh. sadly i cant even enjoy today.. he cant be there to accompany me.. because of busy.. bestie cant go out with me.. coz she gt projects.. (see why i hate projetcs soo much?)

besides, ive got a problem.. moneyyyyyy ): too little money too much things to buyyyy ):

ps. tas! job done. now its your turn. update laaa kesian blog ni =/ hahaha

2008-05-04T15:04:00.001+08:00

im sick to the core.
life's a bore.
projects are crap.
emo is life.
feel like jumping down, out of my wide open window, right this moment.

thats how sucky things are going on now. ):

2008-04-21T10:51:00.000+08:00

haha and i realised that i dint even update syah's bday party on our blog.. hmmm ouh well bt as you said da basi.. haha well it can be found on my blog. so if any of you guys are waiting for the updates.. you know where to go ^^ SP was of course a bliss. hw can it not be. my school what (: and so im in the most perasan mood haha and about the chalet part.. i dint think so lehh. well proabably because i had been there for a couple of times la ehh.. haha same situation for me back then when we're in NTU (: damn i wanna crash the school again! one day one day. after school. or holidays nk? haha

and i want you to update on ecp ^^ if you were there.

ouh yea. thanks for your ear babe. thank you very much. sad ):

i want to hang out too. and you havent answer me if you want the pencil box -.-" haha nvm im getting mine today hahah nk nk? blue color? hahaha bt then im not too sure if blue color is available. coz i see only pink and dont bother about the others LOL

ps. im bored during lecture. so that explains the time when i blog this LOL shhhhh. =X

and i tink it will be another yeat that this blog skin will be change. malas you noe hahahahha

2008-04-19T15:33:00.002+08:00

babe.

I LOVE YOU.

gahhaha. hehehe.

more hanging out wokay.

i dont care.

aiiesyah's party was fun (ok da basi).
sp was fun.
but of course, I was there (caught your perasan-mode bug) =p )
mcm chalet. (= and the unplanned. *winks*
see ya SOON.

2008-04-12T00:47:00.002+08:00

HAHA.
i hope im better but for now, im numb can anyone please tell me why am i feeling that way? why ouh why. im apathetic. damn.

2008-03-30T00:15:00.007+08:00

KAKURO! EXCITED! CAKE! BAKE! haha

ok so i cant wait for ~~tomorrow's~~ later outing. (= excited excited.
where are you babe? where have you been missing all this while anyway?
thanks for the pics babe! mwahhhs

and ouh yea. what happen to you hp today? i meant just nw. i cant seem to get thru you. hmm and when i called you home.. ure nt back yet. facing some hp probs eh? and thanks to ur sis for passing the msg yea (:
anws call me when you return, bt then i noe you wont even get this msg. ouh well. bt then you should have the instinct to do so eh? just call me, for the outing, not exactly. but ouh well.

been trying and playing kakuro! fun. youve gotta try it too. alright. till then. cant wait, but then im down.

anyways... The whole club was lookin at her
She hit the flo
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

coz im still excited^^

and still getting over..

anw here are the quiz answers. enjoy. (:

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
--> been thinking of an ideal age, sometime back when planning for future (as if) ouh well around 25-30, provided after degree or further. (=

2. How do you define success?
--> to have what you wanted, achieve good grades which make you and your parents plus friends proud of you, great house to live in, the daily necessities but with an extra flavor like getting have more than enough of money to shop, without worrying about getting broke at any point of time, to be with my dearest baby, and no one else-thats more like being happy. hmm ouh well. must have degree, a family, not so big, but just to satisfy what one calls a family.
okayy thats loooong answer

3. Who is the person you trust most?
--> myself of course, my baby, my besties which are tas, mira, syah, yuyin, parents, cuzz fiqah, abg iman, and of course my closest godbro abg omar

4. Do you think you have enough confident?
--> nope i dont. im lacking in them in fact. gotta boost on it, sure will one day.

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
--> oh my. i have more than 1. how? nvm. have full freedom woohoooo!

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
--> why yes. seen them before, so why not? haha

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
--> my baby of course. damn, only god knows. ):

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
--> yes yes! im in love!! haha

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him?
--> nah. never will. i dont do confessions about this things. really. i wont even give a slightest clue that i even like him lorr

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
--> who tagged me? is it the one who asked me to do this quiz? hmm
ouh well, just give it a shot then. azbakiah.. hmm
1. she's sweet, cute. (=
2. is being quiet considered good? well i say too noisy isnt good you know =X
3. ouh god. what if i dont noe this one? will it be disqualified? she's kinda friendly i supposed.
ok three done ^^

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
--> smart, intelligence, looks, energetic, fun to be with, caring, sweet, loveable, nice, cuddly, nice to hug, have nice cheeks to kiss =X, i like him to be the noicy type, have money so my future will be in good hands LOL, religious - soso la eh.

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
--> BITCHES ouh god. cant stand them. hypocriates, backstabbers, liars, step nya org lol, mats and minahs that says it all

13. What is your ambition?
--> damn i have many ambitions. must frm young? wellwhen im primary school, i wanted to be an author. in secondary school, i wanted to be a mathematician or scientist, but then tak menjadi lol so now, and i noe i have no other choice unless i deicde to change/swap courses when im taking degree, i like to be a professional programmer or a business top managment person ^^

14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you Rather?
--> i will realise it myself. self conscious, i am. ^^ unless when im high, but i will eventually, on my own.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
--> my studies/grades, my friends, my family, my baby, my technology stuff-laptop, mp4, hp computer

16. Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend / girlfriend?
--> well current issues says it all. and now i realise i cant live without him its stupid answer, but thats my answer babeh! so in conclusion, yea i do.

17. At this point in time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?
--> yes i love my comfy zone! if try sth new.. dint even come across my mind yet. so yea (=

18. If the world would be coming to an end the next second, what would you do?
--> call my baby right now, tell him how much i love him, how sorry am i to be his bad gf
--> call my mum and dad, tell them im grateful to have them as my parents and for loving me and give them hugs and kisses (:
--> call my bestfriends, tell them how much i love them too. even if it means to wake them up in the middle of the night.

19. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
--> CONTROL MY ANGER. coz its killing me this second. ):

20. Do you have any other questions?
--> any other questions? hahaha hmm yea 2.
1. is my baby thinking of me this sec when he's watching soccer?
2. when is tas gonna reach home. i wanna talk to her!

and im gonna break this chain of this taggy thingy. im lazy. you feel like doing, go ahead. if not. shoo. =P

2008-03-26T22:56:00.001+08:00

babe uh! bila mau send gambar la deyyyy hahahha
nvm. must send soon ok! haha
as long as you do send them to me can le. haha

by the way, mariam, jannah they all planned to watch step up 2! hahah we caught it earlier than they all do. =P haha

ouh great. i have to go back school tomorrow. ): and i have to go all the way to other side of the school.. which is not where my building is located. takpe uh. merantau for a day. da lama tak gi that area LOL

so hows gym my dear girl? haha you have been going to gym for sometime already eh. are you trying to build more muscles or what uh babe? hahaha dont need to worry about your muscles la ok. hahah you have more muscles than u do. so you can stop, pleaseee stop showing your muscless to me. i know i have none. and im proud of that. somehow haha and i dont think muscles and me will turn out to look good? lol. but i have fats. and i hate the fact of that. ): gotta slim down. by dieting la of course ehh. ahaha the typical of syahida la sey. i dont exercise as regular as my bestie in case people dont know. haha the last time i did proper physical exercise was during secondary school, before the exams, before Olevels. OMG see how long since i excersice? -.-" ahaha

ANYWAYS< COME BACK SOON GIRL!
I WAN MY PICS HAHAH
my obsessed fan, tas. kn tas kn?? lol

2008-03-16T22:26:00.001+08:00

hahaha okayyyy and whats with that evil grin for the sprint? you think i cant? haha coz you think im becoming more girlish compared to last time? actually i am like this since sec school la. used to the non-sporty environment and be under aircon all the time haha. the only outdoor activity that i had was PEs. thats all. haha but hey hey! just because im not in a sports cca back then when im in sec school.. doesnt mean all my energy is gone to waste ok? even though ive grown up.. i still have all the energy for sprints. well i hope. probably needs a little practice before the whole actually sprint thing haha

and did i ever mentioned that i miss running somehow? polys dont have running activites nor PE lessons. but then i think if they were to have.. i'll dread it haha XD soon, or rather one more year.. gonna have nafa. well ouh well =( by then.. im no fit anymore.. *sobs*

and yea whatever tas. waiting, cant wait for school to reopen =P so am i. hahah bt then its not because of that -.-" but then because im too sick and tired of staying at home. doing things which im not supposed to be doing URGH.

ive had enough of writing during school days. and enough of writing notes back then in sec school and during exam periods. especially for those business papers. blurgh.

yes i'll beep you soon.. bt then i wanna get my hair done! i cant once my sch reopen. u have to remember.. my sch term starts first, compared to yours and miras -.-"

why must my frens be busywoman as well?
one busywoman is not enough eh?

2008-03-11T15:13:00.002+08:00

woot. it's been long. sorry babe.
anw, syah said this, "lain kali jgn plan. kalo plan slalu tak jadi. yg kita tak plan slalu jadi"
HAHA. so.... if i ajak u all out kan don't ask me where we're going >.<
i'll just say, we go meet at ws. HAHA. kay kay.
being impromptu is funn.

haha. ehhhh. cycling kan. hurts the butt tau. anw, cycling not good for females.
hmph. i so would love to see u sprint now *evil grin*

oh and we should tarik syah and mira to into the ___ section, like we did that day at Isetan.
*winkwink*

swing. anytime, just ring me. when it isn't raining/pouring, when im not a busy woman (somehow i am these days), i'll definitely go. ok babe. see yous soon. *wishes for your sch to reopen fast*

2008-03-02T20:07:00.000+08:00

B_____ you..? what the hell can that word ever be sey. i wonder. lol can you like ever stop putting in fill-in-the-blanks type of words then make my head go spinning round round like a gundu? hahah
Round, round baby round, round
Spend the night on me
I don't need no man
Got my kicks for free...

yea im soundly asleep when u posted that gf! haha zzzzz-ing you know. making bubble dreams in my own world. XP and how can i ever forget you for waking me up early that morning whahah. bad friend. very bad bad friend =p haha

yes yes, i wan to go cycling but not when it means to rent a bike to cycle in east coast. even though east coast sounds better to travel. you know like, you can cycle and never come back :X but then 2.5hrs was tiring enough for you. how can?? whats a netballer for girl? youre supposed to be fitter then me. i can cycle longer than that ok =P haha despite the girlish side of me.. i have my sportish side as well ((: hahha like you said i sprint. u think thats the ONE and ONLY thing?? hmph. padang rendah la tu *looks away* haha

gosh that day was a hectic man. loooong time since i laughed that siao-ly lol!!must do it more. miss those times we laughed. school's a spoiler lol! actually not so la. i enjoyed my sch days. hahah (since when dint i ever enjoy my school days eh?) haha

i wan swing! i wan swing! haha
the guy loook sooo like cal! ouh no. what's happening to me? shake those thoughts off. ((: nvm forget about him lol! bt then the guy is cuter i think =XX haha seriously. aha just frm a glance ok. after that i close the window straightaway hahah and and cant wait to watch The Eye with you! then you can hug me tight coz i know youre scared ^^ *grins* hahah

2008-03-01T12:14:00.002+08:00

rambut rambut!
HAHAHA.

sch starts, tell me k. =P
then u need to B______ me. bluek.

syahida! masih pagi kan skrng? im guessing ure still sound asleep =p=p=p
hush little baby dont you cry
HEH.

gi cycling nak? i pinjam one of your bicycles. hahahaha.
then we go tour the whole of pasir ris, go pr park, play swing.
amcm amcm?

2008-02-25T21:59:00.002+08:00

im in love with a malay song.
im bored.
im sleepy.
im dozing off.. in this boring nite.

no bedtime talks for 2 nights ):
and i cant get them from you =X coz youre still having exams ):

2008-02-21T22:30:00.002+08:00

he knows where to get the info after all.

so wish you all the best for your exams babe!
take care. short post though.
remember to post sth up on 27.
and by then, you will be screaming for joy la sey

while on the other hand.. i will be sulking the whole time if my results were to be bad. ):

all the best betsie! (:

2008-02-19T01:55:00.001+08:00

anyway, i decided to tell him about the hady's performance-you know what happen that day. the whole thing. so yea.. i took up the courage to tell him. well its good to tell him before he were to find that fact himself. i dnt feel like blogging about this in my blog.. coz i need someone to talk to. the fact is that.. tears are rolling down upon writing this post. i know he's hurt, deep down inside.. cos he wanted to put the phone down as soon as possible. but then he dont see the courage that i put up to tell him the truth and even succeed in the challenges - we're talking about that just now on the phone a few secs ago..
but i cant blame him. i went out with a guy behind his back. he has all the right to be mad with me. he can do whatever he wants to, i seriously dont blame him at all.
i'll take any consequences to this issue if he choose to.. its all up to him seriously.

was kinda seeking up at ariff if you were to tell him youre coming online but he said you dint say anything.. so i guess i would just talk to you here. so you can just read it anytime you wanna read it. but for all you know, im fine. i just need someone to talk to thats all. and i cant possibly disturb you now. youre in the peak of the most important season.. so just pretend ive told you nothing.

it eases me to tell him.
but i feel regret to tell him that fact.

so the actual fact is that.. im not too sure if what ive done is right or wrong..
but again, its up to him.
i have no say to this now.
gahh.
sometimes, i wish if i do have or probably sitting for exams now.. so i can at least keep my mind of what im thinking right now.

2008-02-18T03:58:00.004+08:00

i love it too. and thanks for appreciating. (:
happy belated vday / friendship day to yaww

and yes, i finally wore that dress. nice! (: wan me to blog the pic here too? got lots, not exactly LOTS.. but i do take some shots with that dress..

one should be more than enough la. dnt wanna flood this blog lol

2008-02-15T00:57:00.002+08:00

i decided to take a break and suddenly, the coffee starts kicking in -_-"

bestie! i love the pic.. (:(:
as in the email..

lalala. PIAK. there was an ant. WAHAHA. come here come here!
alaa. why no date? aaaaaahhhhhhh.
that felt good ^_^

oh oh.
Happy belated birthday Fahh!

2008-02-10T23:43:00.000+08:00

famous amos mania! haha.
i think i need to learn hw to bake some day soon hahaha
still not getting over the lost of my cam hahah

what la. tastas! shhh dnt... cheyyba hehehe ok? be a good girl hehe coz someone's watching over you whahaha and yes.. im willing to help you out with your maths Xp and the luck.. nahhhh doesnt take much.
thanks for the OPINION on the vday gift babe! haha

andand he told me that he's afraid if i might not like the gift he bought me.. bt then again, im myself, has always been myself you see (: *grins*
i dont mind any gifts. nice or not. as long as it comes from your heart.. thats good enough (: heheh

and so what if its the 150th post uh?? kirakn to make it even la tu eh?? haha ive gt the 151th =P
gosh im like a fat pig now la sey.. )):
and mira says i look FAT?! ok not fat.. im just exaggerating. ^^ but.. damn it. i have to slim down la sey.. )):

eh eh.. now i feel the beating of this blog once again whahah +.+ haha
much much alive from the one that........ hahah =X (im sure you know what i mean rite?) hahaha

and im not cute larghhh.. who says so??come on tell me..who who who. hmph! someone has just said youre cute. and not me =P so IM NT nyehh nyehh *shakes my ass*
im cute to my darling hahaha
andand.. im not giving you any clues who this someone is =PP
go figure that out YOURSELF whahahahah

and and.. best of luck for tmr's pract babe! ehehehe

ouh the concession part... i dnt have coz.. its not like im gg out every single day sey.. waste money you know whahaha

2008-02-10T03:24:00.000+08:00

woot bestie! mine is the 150th post! wahaha.
coffee coffee coffee. haiii...

oh why oh why cant u go to my house.... lalala. i am studying >.<
and the notes, freaking suck. so much so that i started writing it back on my own.
in my own way. hmph. why didnt u buy concession... tsktsk. see your bestie gg crazy here.my peak hour is 2am. o.0 whyy whyy.

ohhh. tanak blang. tanak blang takpe.
cheyyba. willing to teach maths sehh. power. maths, later2 la k. everyone pity me, cos im darn slow when i do maths. tsktsk.

you are cute. bluek. im falling asleep. coffee wearing off. hmph. thanks for the luck! MWAHS! i wonder how your nokia phone looks like. heh.

2008-02-09T14:03:00.001+08:00

yesyes. i love the rose and the droplet too. thats why i used it rite -.-" hahaa but then i find the socks.. kinda cute thats why its there too lol

and about that someone... hmm im nt too sure about that ahahah if you think you know.. then good for you.. if not.. hahah im not giving clues bleahs! haha
alah bestie.. can la tomorrow! im gonna be damn bored there la sey.. 4 hours tau.. what you expect?? hais. even so mira wants to go and mugg outside.. if you're not there.. its kinda boring sey.. for me la.. hais.

andand i cant go your house tmr. if i do have concession.. i wouldnt have mind in the first place-well to give you all the motivation that you need.. hahah im willing to teach you maths tau!!! (: heheh well, teach you what you want, provided that i learn that topic in my syllabus la LOL

and IM NOT CUTE please. .___. someone said youre cute.not me bleahs Xp hahah
so its proven.. that YOURE CUTE!!! ahhahaha nyeh nyeh!

and and the luck thingy.. yes.. ALL THE BEST TO YOU!!! the best of luck! hehe

2008-02-09T12:19:00.000+08:00

It's all about you...
*inserts ear-piercing shriek* you found the song! (:

woot. yesyes. i am LOVING it. it's blue, how can i not love it?
and please. i smile la ok. it's a statement. >.<
cute, is not me. cute, is you. BLUEK.
and yes. i wanna cam whore with you! it's been so long. drag the other 2, i don't care.
why do i get this feeling, i know this someone? wahaha.

i got bored too u know. thats why i did it again. *winkwink*
i think u dont hav any idea what im talking about, but nvm.
and i cant seem to get anything inside this small head of mine. anything sch-related.
ie. maths, food chemistry. the rest, i havent touched.

bestie, crash my place! i need moral suppport. LMAO.
i shall make this blog undead ;) if u get what i mean.
did i mention i like the rose? and the droplet? (:(:(:
i shall see ya soon, friday, hopefully. wish me luck for the days to come =/

2008-02-09T02:12:00.000+08:00

finally i completed the skins! yey! and there goes bestie.. all excited for the new blog! update ok? must update tau! hehe
and bestie likes this very own skin i make myself. well i like the pics thats why haha Xp

ouhouh! and someone has just feel in love with that smile of yours la babe! haha and must smile more like that ok? and see.. what did your bestie told you?? you look cute with that smile.. next time when we camwhore.. must smile like that ok? hehe (yes, provided that i get my phone back)
damn i miss it la cannnn....
and bestie.. how can you NOT KNOW ME?? a life without phone will be like.. the end of the world to me la sey hahaha Xp seriously. remember remember babe?? haha

ps. it doesnt take a looong time for a person to fall in love with that smile la sey..
be honoured babe! smile more (:

and yes, my lappy and so my eyes need the rest.
ouh boy! what an achievement. 3 blogs.. changed skin. FRESH NEW LOOKS! yey! i wanna pat my own back.. but i cant reach it hahaha

and the blog.. has a song of its own too. TAS wants this song here!! haha
and i fulfilled your wish babe!
hehe
sleep tight babe! hehe

2008-02-08T16:32:00.001+08:00

im bored bored bored. and when im bored.. all that i can think of.. is to blog! LOL!
but hey, look here.. wats the problem with liking to blog rite?? (looking at this old and left dead blog here) hahah

i guess i really need to change this whole page! hahah. i need help in the colors and stuff.. coz its SHARED but poor bestie havent finished her exams Xp whahhhaha

but if she give me all the freedom to choose the color and stuff.. guess what?? it will either be BLACK.. or DULL colors hahah XD well thats the different between us. we are totally OPPOSITE right bestie? haha and bestie just raped this blog here yesterday.. but she left nothing here. hmph! how can you raped something and not leave anything behind for memories uh babe? o.O? okayyy that sounds abit... WRONG!! ishkishkishk :X hahahah

see im craping again. blurgh! ive been crapping this whole time. i just dont seem to know what to do la seyyy. ive been photoshopping all my photos. okayy its not ALL. just those that i want to edit..

ok back to the topic.. the blog skin here.. and if i were to give a new face to this page right here, i will make it black.. and i will put pictures OF COURSE! hahah but... bstie might not like it.. ): sigh. nevermind. dont care her. just do what i wan to do Xp well she's busy you seee. hahaha she cant do anything and i cant disturb her studying! whahaha

and and.. babe! I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!
XDDDD

okaay thats SOOOOOOOO random LOL *headdesk*

2008-01-21T02:46:00.000+08:00

ALL THE BEST FOR EXAMS!
dont sememek2. not good. not healthy. not nice also.
ahaha. after tues no more coughing la kan.

then after tt go eat long john. okok. craving la sey.
ok. it's still short eh.
hang out hang out! shopping shopping!
HAHAHA.
ok u go mugg.

2008-01-05T18:50:00.000+08:00

haha so in other words ure trying to blame me that u forget what ure about to type?? haha bleahs. its ur own fault la babe. who ask u to have stm?? lol and yea anyways.. im in the craze of sclub songs again! lol. maybe because its ur faullt. *and now im blaming you!* haha

i like sclub party!

i bet u noe that song. ure an s club fan pe! haha. like finally i gt the story told! lol

2008-01-01T16:31:00.000+08:00

woot. taught u already. make sure u rmbr. and after exams, after ure free, change the blogskin ah. hahaha.

see. i forgot what i was gonna type. had a huge break in between the time i clicked "new post" and now. it's 7:01 now. so i shall stop, your turn, i will make my next entry longer. heh.

2007-12-28T12:06:00.001+08:00

haas no problemo! yea la havent teach me how to use the calculator. ngong-ngong hahah

and dnt u ever noe hw to reply msg??? pls reply my msg soon can?? and soon is like NOW???? hahah

yea la.. long time since YOU blog!.. i had to wait for you. if not.. hahah the pattern is nt there. saded. why must i have my sem exams?? boohooo im so wanting to go your house to get my hands on ur new lappy!!! hahah *jealousy* well thats because you dnt want to get that laptop of yours OUT OF YOUR HOUSE!!! lol its been one month and 20 days since we update this blog of ours hahaha

and its all because of you =P hahah

2007-12-27T23:25:00.000+08:00

eh. alamaaaaaak. i need to teach u how to use the calculator. and btw, that were my adiks. hmm. wana go cycling? or escape? thanks for helping that day with my assignmt.

I Love You!!

aiya. still havent drag the other 2. shopping! year end sale. but then... u have ur sem exam.
Best of luck for the papers, and also results! the u know what i know what.

il see ya soon. long time no update (:

2007-11-07T22:57:00.000+08:00

hahah i dint say ur life sucks. i just said MINE spcifically mine horr it sucks bleahs! anyway kn... i think i saw ur siblings just nw.. when im going to school. i think tey just finished their ngaji lol coz Az was in her baju kurung and tudung.. same as raihan except the tudung la lol (: hees

statistics sucks! tas teach me!!! i need you *cries*

gosh the lecturer wnt be gg thru that topic larhhh coz its the elearning topic.. stupid! gahhh

its u supposed to tell me that its FRENCH larhh not i asked you. haha
anyway did i tell you that initially i thought it was AFRICAN song. and hence i deduce...

what has gt into me that i might end up liking an african song LOL

and yes yes bestie! youre invited to the 'Sememek's Club'
please go the counter to get the application form during working hours pls.
and i shall give u a call to confirm ur application.
thank you

LOL

hahah why sememek bestie?? you? sememek? u guys are just nt meant each other, i thought? lol :X

2007-11-06T22:52:00.000+08:00

hahahaha. u didnt know it was french? u could have just msged me or smtg. and anyways i only thought u might like it since u like hip hop. skali u like it. (:

soon, il be crazy like u. welcome me to the sememek club. ahaha. oh yes. i think this is the life of ANY student. (:

i didnt say life sucks lei. i said "statistics suck". to which i stand corrected. cos it rocks! wahaha.
i dont go to orchard la. hehe. (:

2007-11-06T03:04:00.001+08:00

hey bestie! nice tune lehh! you know me soo well huh?? hahah
do you know what language is that song???
damn i dint noe its french la.. a chinese website made me believe that its african lol

by calogero ft passi face a la mer (: hhaha thats the title and the singers if u wan to know too (:

but nice lehhh ahah dint know i am so multiracial (: dongs! hahaah
im listening to all language songs except my own language. what is the problem with me? lol

need a knock. and yes i am going crazy especially this week. the sememek look is on the loose. besides, bestie my frens say when im stress, i tend to be more crazier than i normally am.. isit?? haha dint know that
you dint tell me 8D haha

and what is it that happen to mine?? and watever it is.. i agree to you. my life just sucks. sucks to the core. hais.
even statistics okay! hmph!

haha thanks for the wish bestie!!

and yes i noe what to buy alr! its at orchard. the place exactly... need to ask my fren. well when ure at orchard, u just wnt know exactly where are you lol. well if u dnt wan to follow its ok tau bestie. you have ur own commitments. and i shall not burden u further if u cant...
and partly because now its November alr. in no time i need to hand up my projects gahhh!

tell me.. is this the life of a poly student??

dnt i have some other things to do??
apart frm studying for test.. rushing to complete my tutorials and rushing for time to complete the projects before its due date and also finding time to discuss for those projects??

2007-11-03T11:56:00.000+08:00

hehe. bestie, this is for u. i think u MIGHT like the beat. dont hafta watch, just listen.

2007-11-03T00:33:00.000+08:00

its nothing la. hehe.

ouh. yeahh. i know what happened to yours.. your choice.
i cant possibly force u to do whatever right. and ive still not accompanied you. HMM.

statistics suck. kan kan? ;) nvm. Jia you! come come.. crash my sch again. ahaha.
you got that right. too many places to chat. tsktsk.

ALL THE BEST for your tests!

see ya soon babe!

2007-10-26T20:54:00.001+08:00

whats with the anger that's getting over you girl? hehe tell me.. well there must be a reason behind everything that u said pe.. its nt like u have the same characteristics and behavior as me.. like to talk nonsense lol so tell me spill it all out to me..

bt then isit abt me or sth related to me?? gosh ure always keeping me in suspense.. eh wait.. i realise that ive nt even thought abt that CD of urs... too packed in my own world.. what is it btw?? too lazy to guess.. eh hwy u suddenly stop giving comments lol bt its ok.. we have many places to chat hahah and that includes here. lol too many places to chat in... i mean.. 'chat' lol

accompanying me???? as in me?? really me?? lol wait lemme read the post thats posted by me.. *reading* orhh abt THAT acc-ing me lol... actually to think of it kn... can i like nt buy anything for ...?? *figure the dots yourself. it makes up the same number of letters and the dots. well you know what happen to mine pe.. its nt an intentionally revenge though bt then.. i have no idea what to buy.. and gosh i can be damn crazy when i think abt what to buy for him.. should it be the other way round... well even if its ... birthday.. he dint do the same thing on mine.. so why should i?? lol berkira i ni =XX ahh da malas la to think abt it..

gimme ur views girl.. i need them!

2007-10-24T11:05:00.000+08:00

hahaha. nothing2. hehe. just releasing mua anger.

ouh. yeah sure. butttt my timetable v.packed w many holes in between but not big enough to allow me to accompany u. hahaha. faham?

okok. buiye.

2007-10-23T10:17:00.000+08:00

hey! who are you referring to sey?!
u are worse than me. u f*ck*ing bitch.
and u too. damn as*hole.
TELL ME I WAN TO KNOW!!!

and what do you refer to me abt me catching up on things and if i wanna listen.. hehe i wan i wan! well if im not invited... i still DO haha can =XX lol

dang. when wanna go jln raya?? bt then im not sure if i can folow tau.. hehe and that specific outing... u and me.. acc-ing me to buy sth heheh can eh?

THANKS TAS! I LOVE U (: hehe ^^

2007-10-18T21:06:00.000+08:00

make a guess where i went. sorry uh babe. da lama menghilang.

well. im baack.

anyways. a picture speaks a thousand words.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA, maaf zahir batin.

err. contact me if you want any catching up. ive got loads to tell, if u wanna listen.

2007-10-12T21:10:00.001+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya
to all!!!!

2007-10-04T20:59:00.000+08:00

hahah yea hell yes my dear bestie (: its fun that im gna soon loose my voice luckily i had enough water that prevented that. hahah bleahs (: and you think im gna be jealous that u get to buka with them and i missed the fun u guys had??? hahah come on lets share the joy!! tell me what happen that time ^^ (: haah and so that way.. i wnt miss anything right?? and i bet that things are nt as fun as it was without me there buka-ing with me =XXX hahaha

cannot be tired isit??? im a human tau tas. i have all the right to be tired.. haha
and think that im tired of u guys??? hahaha hmmm.. wat a great idea u gave me (:
=XXX hahaha bleahs

and be mindful that u are childish! haha nt trying to be.. hahaha nyet nyet =P

2007-10-03T21:45:00.000+08:00

HAH. so screaming your head off was fun? =p
too bad you didn't break fast with us, missed out on some fun. ;)

elective, i have not a clue. for now, anyway. but i got P for my supp. 2 P's.
i PASSED (:(:

"..tired of the whole outing we had yesterday together"
WHAT?! you're actually tired of us??
haha. kidding. and nope. i am sooo not jealous. bet you are, i was the one breaking fast with them(sudden urge to be childish).

im still waiting for sentosa. i think my poly friends will beat us to that u know. im included with them of course. and i know im sooo outdated but reading the HP book(order of the phoenix) is very... time-filling.
ahaha. and emotion-building. i wanna watch it again mann. bestie, movie marathon? HEE.

oh. and i'll clean the house when i clean the house(ie. when i have the mood to; don't force me).
when the above is fulfilled, things get done faster.

2007-10-02T10:48:00.000+08:00

and i dint noe that you have updated this blog. i thought you dint want to update it anymore hahha =P hopefully that other one can recover soon ):

gosh im tired ok. tired of the whole outing we had yesterday together. its fun though. trust me haha. im loving it!! ouuuuh yesss i do! =) hahah

well one apology is that... i cant buka with you guys bt then still i met with you guy!!! yey! hhaa all the misses ouh yes.. theyre all fulfill (: hehe bt then still gosh i miss mira and syah!!! haha and erm tas.. ive met with u for a number of times so... dnt be jealous la ok hahah ;P

and once you gt ur elective.. remember to tell me what youve gt ok? and the results for ur exams too!! (:

meanwhile since it is spoil... shall say it here (:
ALL THE BEST TO AIIESYAH!

2007-09-29T23:21:00.000+08:00

2 weeks, raya.
3 weeks, sch reopens.

i got bored. since bf doesnt want to update, i shall do the honours.
heh. thanks to taggers! u lighten up this dying-soon-to-be-dead(though i hope not) blog.
let's see. been harry potter-ing most of the days away. book 5 though.
thanks sis. (:

signed up for the results via sms thingy again.

watched most extreme primate(MXP) just now. hilarious. the monkeys are soo cute. Jack and Loui. and snowboarding looks fun. ahaha.

i want to go to rooftops, east coast, sentosa, escape, play in the rain, go ice skating, wild wild wet.

but heck. im not loaded mann. and there's this thing about monkey bars. i close my eyes and bar after bar awaits me. in a good way. makes me feel free. cant explain it. (:

Everyone has a story to tell. What's yours?

2007-09-25T22:16:00.000+08:00

im done. go figure.

now what was it i wanted to crap about?
Hmm. i dont remember. HAH.

i think, can la. hopefully, can la. ok, can la.
HUAHUA.

tomorrow, yay. hanging out with a fraction of tai tais.

i love tv, definitely.

this random entry was brought to you by Tas.

2007-09-21T21:23:00.001+08:00

KABOOM! im here bt tas isnt lame hehe and tas promise she wont leave this page dead too right tas right?? hehe ok im bored and wish school to start. and when school starts.. guess what.. i will wish if the holidays will ocme again lol anyways.. i shall keep the post this time short and sweet coz i realise that...

my post are all LONG!!!

yes i realise that so i shall do it short (:
and all the best to you bestie (:

2007-09-15T01:37:00.000+08:00

haha and yea im OLD gahh. nvm the others will still be older rite tas Xp lol

and so i did get my timetable already!! thats like a good thing ok.. coz im super duper scared la can?? hais. my mood totally changed when i got to noe that my timetable's out. =)

all the best and to all those muslim ppl... HAPPY PUASA-ING!!!! (:
xDD

answering tas's post with that very small font.. tnx eh. u almost gt my eyes go... >.< like that ok grrr lol anyways.. yea its during the puasa time.. wait its for the sch crashing right?? lol well after ur stuff settle.. then u can decide again ok? hehe bt u i cant wait for u to crash la... crash tau ^^ hehe

2007-09-11T23:26:00.000+08:00

ok wait. before the day ends...
for two dearest people...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAHIDA!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY tuk!!
:):)

and yes. i do know you love me =P but of course i love you back. ahahahaha.
ok so you want updates? just now.. i went out with YOU. and mira. though she joined us later.
thanks for the cupcakes mira! do make some more when you feel free. ahah. i know. my muker byk cantik kan? maseh2..

oh. ya. bulan puasa is coming. woot. oh. results too. haissss. tsktsk. another day to enjoy... before facing reality. and i shall do just that.

and we should have bitching sessions uh. four of us.. ahaha. now that would be extremely interesting. oh. i love aiiesyah and mira too!!!!! ehehe.

let's see. what else is there? oh nvm. my brain's not functioning well right now. so good night everyone. i know you miss me (:

2007-09-10T15:50:00.000+08:00

and i find this blog is getting DEAD as the days pass by.. saded. need an explaination. wah sey dint expect that having personal ones will make this kind of thing happen ):

tas and wat a post is that ^^ super short hahaha bt nvm at least theres something up there LOL .___. an so u went training.. haha tak AJAK!!! lol well well even if u do ask me.. i dnt think i noe hw to play as in following the rules and stuff. hahah my netball sucks la k.. unlike any other ball games hahahahah

and so.......
ONE MORE DAY YEY!!!
and tas!! I LOVE U!!! hahaha
I LOVE SYAH TOO!!! *u heard me syah??* lol tnx tnx so much hehe
to mira.. dnt be sad I LOVE U TOO (:
god damn me.. im getting crazy each day hahahahahah

to aiiesyah.. all the best for ur promos.. i noe u can do it..
to tas.. and all others who are gg to get their/your results by this week and this refers to those in poly, all the best (:

2007-09-10T11:39:00.000+08:00

for SYAHIDA.
AHAHA. nice.. can ah can ah :):)
that would be during bulan puasa, right? oh. when's your results? ALL THE BEST!!!!!!!!
oh ya. ninja's fun. and you got a shock of your life ystd? hahaha.
hmm. if we go out, it'd be a trio. if someone doesnt bail out last min that is..

updates.
sentosa trip with the family(cept for big sis) was fun. would have been FUNer if we swam though >.<
day before was night safari(again w/o big sis). got a lil' spoilt cos of the brat but he was ok duirng the sentosa trip. oh and the eating part, BEST ah. ahaha.
netball was fun too =)

2007-09-04T15:00:00.000+08:00

Welcome dear gal =).....
damn im missing the 'chalet'!!! and the rooftop. hais if only the place is kinda near OUR place.. here and i mean in the east that is.. lol i'll be visiting that place everyday ok. hahah and gf.. if we were to go to that school (ntu).. yea.. well thinking that far as u can see haha we go hang out there everyday without fail ok?? haha well as if i can even enter that school

and so im still looking for a new rooftop such that i can hang out THERE for a moment or so while waiting for the next outing there.. Riiiiitttteee LOL i dnt think i can even go there.. as in even for another outing.. we'll be even more busy this next sem.. which is going to come.. well for me at least.. ermm in a few weeks time.. right gal?? hehe ouh btw before u forget gal, remember that this sem.. we're crashing our school?? isit still on?? haha u must crash my school aites?? bring ur frens if they wan to la..ahahah *and im so going to plan for some plans* hmmm

haha no just kidding. im nt that bad ok gal. hehe do tell me before coming ok hehe or maybe i have an idea.. since ure going to rot at home.. and u have longer holidays than i do... why nt crash into my sch during THAT period of time?? hehe *smart ehhh?? ^^* hehe

2007-09-02T15:36:00.000+08:00

okay. im baaaaaaaaack...
hohoho.
been going shopping window or not.. and it's time.. to read my Harry Potter!!
that is when i actually get my hands on one.

the house has been noisy lately. with bickerings and quarrels.. tsktsk.
all the mad people(never said i wasnt included). HAHAHA.
oh oh, and there's this other netball tournament. Youth aLIVE thingy.
and i went oh shoot. this is more competitive... when i saw the registration form.
oh wells. and im finally going back to ninja today. i feel lazy. gosh.
that's no surprise though. it's what ive always been.

and the studying with nana thing was laughing my butt off time.
she was talking about the sfp qn. which meat cut..
and the flank/shank thing came out. we were laughing...
well i laughed till i teared. went to the extent that the librarian came over to "Shhh" us.
when there were others contributing to the noisiness. sheesh.

im bored. entertain me, why dont ya.

2007-08-27T20:49:00.000+08:00

TAS guess wat?! im a damn idiot haha well ive met him u noe who i meant. cant say it though hehe ask me if u need to lol and yea i was keeping quiet the whole time ok. damn is it getting more obvious that im actually 'hating' him!! hehe well i dnt hope so. its nt him that i like though LOL bt then i cant help it la.. what he said just makes me feel ill and start to feel cold towards him even if he had apologize... so what *omg now im feeling that im the one who is cold* but who cares haha and seriously u noe how i will react towards the people who had bad-mouthed me rite?? hehe well if u cant remember for some reason or so.. im telling you again. im a bitch to the core when it comes to ppl who bitch about me LOL argh how how i need someone to mastermind me with this S* man. well i can say that.. he, too suck lol damn rite ok.

gal! we need to go shopping soon. i need more shoes LOL after exams we meet up ok?? well u said u noe the place that i wanna buy that shoes rite?? u better noe man! hehe

all the best for the next few papers :DDD

2007-08-23T23:35:00.000+08:00

yey! im back... hehe and tas will be too.. soon NO WORRIES ppl (:
but trust me. despite having to be free earlier.. its never too good. no confidence. haiz. but now.. all i can do is just pray hard that i will make it. thats good enough alr isnt it?? i suppose =X

well have a new blog of myself yey! hehe well like i said.. more to come when exam ends.. thats it hehe have more to come.. just wait till tas ends her exams..
ouh god why am i like partying when i dnt noe hw well i did for the previous exams?? hais... *going emo for a sec* hehe (:

2007-08-21T17:38:00.000+08:00

taking a very short break from all those muggings...
feel do damn emo now. haiz.
all that i noe once the exams are over... the blog is my first aim hehe.

ahh missing someone badly now.
been repeating the song Almost Here again and again. emr like a thousand times i tink.. hehe
i even took time to look out for the lyrics... actually was tinking of putting the song here too but well as u noe.. im in the middle of those stressful java muggings... nvm the lyrics will be meaningful enough. its sweet though =)

Did I hear you right
'cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause you're only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause you're only almost here

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you
You're almost here
Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you
And when I hold you you're almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted
And now I'm with you I'm close to tears
'cause I know I'm almost here
Only almost here

2007-08-11T21:48:00.000+08:00

"..play harmonica.."
HAHAHA. the pipc tutor is so cute and funny. and good thing is, he is kind and has a good heart. caring.. never fails to make me laugh. (:

HMM. ida and i will be MIA for a while. exams EXAMS!!! and she'll be back first.
yeahh. and national day was hanging out for a while session. so last minute but still fun. and we got to taste the most disgusting(YUCK) bubble tea ever. eww.

yesterday and today was slacking/studying at Fahh's house. they're in Brunei, our parents.

and we shall mugg.

2007-08-03T20:41:00.000+08:00

oh idaaaa... (:
know what? i think it's getting harder for people to differentiate us.
grool huh... hoho. ouh and slapped better than snapped ehh.. shall keep that in mind. then if anything i'll just slap u =P HEE.
and next time i want to buy anything, I'll inform u first okay? anything. *winkwink*
oh ya. i also feel like im gonna be sick soon. hope not seh. hee. then if it does happen get sick together ahh. ahaha. sounds sooooo wrong.

im supposed to be sleeping. but i got distracted. and im hungry. huahua. somebody slap me. *ida i know u'd be more than willing to do that bluek*

oh. something important that i almost forgot. JEE! FAHH!! SALLIE!!! plan plan. friday friday. I'll be joining laterrr though if it does happen. (:(:
but first there's something i gotta do.

why? why does it seem like you're actually enjoying this? im in a totally different league than before. it's infuriating to see you like this. yes. go figure.

2007-08-02T20:16:00.000+08:00

specially for bestie...
well even if im there when that hapens.. at most i will kena slap by you. either on my cheeks or on my shoulders rite?? haha kinda used to it.. and know where the position of the slapping will be LOL
and i dnt mind being slapped by my bestie coz she always do that hahahah and i bet she doesnt mind me slapping her too =X hahah
being slapped is so much better then being SNAPPED! hate that the most.

okies so since we are talking about seeing people falling down.. i just remembered!! one of my frens was saying...
fren: "eeee i hate this stairs sia!"
ida: "huh? why? haha wat did the stairs did to you that makes you hate it so much??"
fren: "yea la. i hate this stairs esp when after raining sia. makes me fall down. i slipped lorh that that time while going home."
ida: (laugh the hell out.. laugh till tears)
fren: "why u laugh sia. funny isit? poeple fall.. you laugh. this kind of fren. try imagine if its you falling then u will know how it feels..." (may sound angry but he is smiling)
ida: still laughing...
fren II: "well for your info.. she cant hear anyting or even see people fall. she will laugh like NOW la ahahah"
fren: (he also laugh together.)

so.. what a long day today. the most long and BORING day. duh! supposed to have WCD presentation.. but then last minute cancelled. and by the time me and jocelin got to know abt the postponing of that particular lesson... we are in the train already. so its like kinda wasted to go back home so we just carried on with the journey to school. and hence met desmond, steph, and wee teng.
first time went in the morberly. well once i wanted to.. bt then that time the whole place is still under construction LOL. we ate breakfast in Cafe@Morberly ahahah.
had a hard time wondering if the person at the counter is a 'she' or a 'he' haha LAME! and we had come to the conclusion that... that person is a 'she'.. due to the voice. LOL
then we go the Shoot@Morberly. POOL! hahah i dint play. just watch. they palyed 2 rounds and off we head for the main library. 1st times for jocelin and wee teng. erm im not sure abt des. i doubt so la. LOL
planned to study.
bt i went of to lala land after some time. cant take it. i tink im getting sick la. can feel the uneasiness down my throat. haiz. just hope i wnt fall sick and i mena real sick during exam time.
and when i woke up.. i was shivering so all the girls went to the toilet. super shivering! my teeth are chattering okies?! imagine the coldness...
blah blah. wait for the next lesson at 3.. SIANZZZZZZ.

ok i guess i shall stop here. too long. hahah

2007-08-01T19:34:00.000+08:00

k wait. let me tell u something. yesterday was the first time i sat at the window seat of the 2nd deck of a double decker bus. yes. all 17 years of my life, it was my FIRST time. laugh all u want, but it's true. and i was soo fascinated. oh my. i was like a 6 year old pretending to be on a roller coaster. eh mira i like bus 72 ahh. *winks*

that aside, i think ive "woken up". ive changed(to what, i also dont know). you've changed. everyone is changing. it's just a matter of realising it. the good and the bad, they go hand in hand. if u get what i mean.. HEE.

oh ya. bestfriend, it's neither in a good nor bad way? ya. all i meant was the way u typed/sounded was somehow like how i always do. except for the falling down thing of course =P *glad u werent there when i did*

im back. im back.. what a relief.

2007-08-01T17:29:00.000+08:00

haha yeas lets mugg together gether hahahah. and what do you mean by I SOUND LIKE YOU?! in a good way or a bad way?? hahah well im not sure whats the bad way la.. but then yea.. what you mean sey?!
JIA YIOU for all people. stuy time. so FOCUS!! haha
haiz today is the last day for all accounting lesson. not to say that i like the lesson but then its the only way for me..erm to pass my exam. hopefully i can make it for the exams la eh
hahaha

to bestfriend...
im SO DAMN GLAD THAT you realise that you are a fortunate girl. unlike me. bohoo saded.

and NO. i dint see anyone or any soul fall down. its just sth that me and him was talking about. its more to me la.. i was thinking of... what will happen if i see someone roll down the steep stairs. hahahahah well you can imagine it. bt then.. i guess that if i were to see someone fell down that steep stairs right in front of me... i'll be bursting the hell out of me la
hahahahahah

and even before i see someone fell down... im like laughing till tears already. and i cant stop. haha

2007-07-31T19:14:00.000+08:00

to bestfriend:
my my... aren't you high. tsktsk. stressed huh... ahah. u sound like me *winkwink*
and your first exam is this monday??? that is FAST babe. macam tau je im gona ~ahem~ u for not updating...:P sorry non-malays. dont mind me. this part is for her anyways. i also must JIA YOU!!! ahaha. hmph. i finally had the mood to study just now u knoww. hehe. fun ah. let's mugg mugg mugg! wheeee. and WHAT?! u saw someone fall down? wonder who that unlucky soul is... tsktsk. and of course, outing is a MUST.

i realise..im a very fortunate girl. have always been. to that someone i went out with just now, just bear with it okay? i know it's all crap, and there is practically nothing i can do to help with the situation but do know that im just a phone call away if you need me. SMILE! (:

Complications. Do tell me.

2007-07-31T16:41:00.000+08:00

hoot hoot!

i am super high today. erm not exactly today but i can say.. NOW at the point when im doing this post.
im in love with the song ONE LOVE by BLUE. Out of sudden. hehe so dnt ask me why.

so some updates on the school. EXAMS coming up!!! argh stress sey and the best part is that.. i have not start on my reveision yet. MUST JIAYOU!!
and the first paper im sitting for is this monday. WTH MONDAY!!! haiya. once exams are over.. time to concerntrate on... sth much more important. *i guess* hehee but then i dnt find it THAT IMPORTANT in the first place.

tas! after exams.. MUST go out OKIES?? erm maybe we make another besties outing?? and this time can we NOT make it to Sentosa? hahah kinda tired of there but then like gerek gitu. go beach with besties. eventhough i hate the beach but then.. try going with the people you love =)*yea rite* hehe

kk actually i plan that dis time im gonna post a super duper short post coz i think iv got nothing to post about actually and plan to just post anyway so as to keep the blog updated as well as.. so tas wont scold me for not updating hehe but then.. yea i can just crap out of the blue and this is what you get. CRAP from me. hehe
and try imagine.. seeing someone ROLLING down the stairs. HAHAHAHAHA xD
tas! SMILE!! =) hahahah

One love is all we need =)

2007-07-27T19:21:00.000+08:00

woot. Long John-ed with bestfriend just now. just. i am so full. and contented with the quality of the food. yummayy.
the crunchy shrimp..
salsa cheese.. ooohh...
and the combo 1 chicken is very crispyy...
yes, im trying to make u hungry. (:

k let's rewind. before that, was with Misrah(a.k.a. rara/Miz) and Aida. crapped like siao with them on the bus(and before that too). bf, u have to thank them. it's because of them that i didnt have my erm fierce face on. hee.

okay. since Miz doesnt read the blog, let's convince her. shall we? ;)
[this part of the post is dedicated to her. specially for u my friend, as promised]
let's see. when you're rara, you are tai tais' live deejay. a very good one. it's always lively when you're around :) woot. tai tais rock! hahaha. all the jokes we share.. every day is a day to look forward to.
k and then when i call u Miz, it's always when we have the crappiest of our crappingness. woot. hahaha. i love merepek-ing with u.
ps. dont frus k. i can tell u knoww. your face expression changes. hehe. and erm, kiter kene malaksanakan misi kiter!! sshhh... ;)

and remember even the most optimistic person in the world needs a time out sometimes.

oh yeah. here's something from Grey's Anatomy:
..As human beings, sometimes it's better to stay in the dark. Because in the dark, there may be fear.
But there is also hope.
:):) ok im done. super loong entry. for me anyway. love you readers/viewers!

2007-07-24T19:21:00.000+08:00

Peak hour.

do remind me to take the bus to tamp interchange during peak hours. so darn irritating. every single bus is packed. and even after walking two bus stops away, it does not make a difference. so.. back to my first sentence. i shall take 81 from tamp then. and i do love the journey home in 81 :):) cos when going to school, u can always take the earlier bus. but how are u supposed to do that when it's time to go home? it's not as if u can go home earlier. yea. i have learnt my lesson. right jojo? hahaha. must be clever like rara.

so tell me. how can i not be selfish at a time like this?

2007-07-23T20:41:00.000+08:00

23 JULY 2007. thats today..

in a month time.. i'll be sitting for my very 1st o again. AGAIN!
i wonder what will the topic be this time... well i was kinda happy about last years topic but then too bad. the grades are bad enough. haiz.

finally the ACCT test is over. end of CA2. coming up is my exams. haiz. ive got more than 4 examinable module sey. cheat my feelings. well i was told about that before.. just forget about it la. have the IEB written one too. and its scheduled... far far before my other tests. DIE. MATI. LOL.
my actualy exams starts on the 18 august. and by right ends on the 22 August but then by left.. LOL *im crapping* no such ting as by left lol
and the day after that... 23. the history is repeating itself. just that in another venue LOL

ps tas. tnx. haha nice eh? my camwhore... LOL biasa la. what do you call an expect ofthe cams for LOL i miss camwhoring with you gurl. next time we meet.. im so gonna drag you in for some camwhoring. MUST. bluek!
and i still dnt get it. where is the mature part that my fren say. LOL
so hows your studies going on??
just bring the red shirt when u plan to meet me okies? hehe

2007-07-23T01:13:00.000+08:00

yesss. cousin, i enjoyed the stay. hee. i covered 2.4km people, according to her *grins*
well it didn't totally backfire, aini and i DID study.. somehow. hahaha.

but now, im having muscle cramps. hoho. everywhere. exaggeration, maybe ;)

hmm. oh yeah. saturday was grandparent's 50th anniversary. had a gathering. and picture taking. jee. oh where oh where are the pictures? :)
fah uploaded some in her blog. go check it out. blerghh.
love the antiques. with our
eh dah, dah ada lampu merah(the red light is already on)
and then pak ngah comes running in before it goes 'CLICK'.
tok and nenek became the 'king and queen'. heart them. (tok sent me home you know. sweeet)
eating is also goooooood. currypuffs. yummay. chicken rice(darn HAP). cakes.
(:(:

ok now. need to finish up HAP and study SFP ahh.

oh bf, when was it u wanted your red shirt? :) nice. cam-whoring. in the previous entry. woot.

2007-07-21T00:32:00.000+08:00

CLASS PTN-DINNER TOGETHER!! STEAMBOAT YAW!!
SEXY baby! Lmao =)
Today is the night! Haha the night that ive been deciding since yesterday on what to wear. Btw gf, Ive decided to wear my yellow skirt with a mickey mouse shirt. Haha its black btw. So I matched them up. Well im good in matching the clothes you know right?? (hehe some perasaan there.) sorry uh. Was kind of high on latte. Drank it during the break to prevent e from falling asleep but then its activated NOW LOL
Damn great la. Haha ok. So you know what I wore. Then with earrings and my heels. Haha my normal outfit when I go out rite gal?? hehe and guess what?! One of my classmates commented that I looked matured. OMG. Mature=old ok. Grr YongMing im so gonna get you for that!! Well its damn bad la. So what you do expect?? See me go school the same way as I dress up when im going out?? OUH NO. NO WAY. For what dress up nice nice to school when the main purpose of sch is just to study and learn… and in other words, are you trying to tell me that Im immature?? Grr grr. Anyways haha no offence.
and this is the first time my classmates see me in skirt haha. cool eh =P what do you tink people?? hehe
That is what I wore today for the dinner. Excluding the heels coz im in my room. Thankx to khair la that I took this pic. =)

mature ke?? what do you tink gf??

This will be the first and the last time im going steamboat ALONE. Im o gonna need my parents for that-cooking part. Although the other time I went with ex-47 peeps to Seoul Garden.. I don’t do the cooking ok. Haha its they cook for me. I EAT. STRICTLY NO COOKING. TSK but I sure had such a great fun. And tanx to Joelin that she help me cook. Whether its properly cooked or not.. I dnt noe =X well desmond said it was like rubber LMAO. Rubber means the meat is not cooked. Hahahhahahahahah

Haha this world has more and mpre scandals each day eh?? Hehe new scandalings!! Yong ming and LiHong (my Doreamon fren ). Hahah woohoo. Sorry guys but its already written here hahahahah and more to come. My baby oso!! Kian wee is my baby. I dint know babies can have scandals too sey! Chey chey! Haha
And yong ming. Ive got a bad news. I cant snap the pic that u wan SOOO much wif ure scandal-LiHOng =X haha

some of the pics thats in my phone. frm th cam.. sorrie lazy to upload lol..

Thats JingYing, ShiLi and me.

Thats Jocelin and me. Ice cream time baby hehe

And thats me and step. ahah

2007-07-18T21:31:00.000+08:00

What it feels like for the whole class to go for LOA-Leave of Absence? Lol damn great. But for some reason. Its CIP so we do not have a choice. So we skip the whole day of lessons. Isn’t that great? Well wish if we can do that more often. YEA RIGHT! Dream of it lol
Hoho. Hot cip place for the day!! GEYLANG EAST HOME FOR THE AGED hoho.
Damn hot larh hehe. Starting of.. we have to think of cheers for each groups. Lol haha
My group’s cheer (all thanks to Pamela, jingying, weeteng, wenlong, and me!! And new members! Timothy and lihong.) :
OOO ipoh I tai tai heyah
OOO ipoh I tai tai heyah
OOO ipoh I tai tai heyah
OOO ipoh i kutikuti
OOO ipoh I kutikuti heyah.
Haha and it goes on with some actions =)
And the games time. We paly the pika ball. Erm I think that’s the name lol. Haha it sounds simple. But then its actually hard because the balls are all BOUNCY! TSK and its kinda tiring. Due to all the movements-catching the balls and moving around to play with them lol.
The whole thing was great. Full of fun, laugher and we-the whole class CAM WHORE woohoo.
Since im in the origami group, yea we do have origami session at the end if the whole thing lol. I ended up doing for them instead of teaching them. Well the reason is that I don’t know what they talking and they don’t know what im toking. So its either I do for them, or ask Chin Mei to tell them-and it must be..most of the time DIALECT or I just take the colour paper and fold for them haha
The worst part is that…we-the class, but I dint lol-have to clean the place WTH!!
I dint even do the house work at home lah lol. The guys have to clean the fans and lights.
This is what I do when the folks are karaoke-ing:

Its jocelin, stephanie and me. haha its my idea to camwhore btw!

Apart from msging and clapping and moving the maracas noisily while competing with kian yuan’s noisy baby toy lol!
And If u realize.. theres something on each of our shirt.. lol
This is my glossy green froggy!

And i named it FROGGY! LAME lol

Ps. For someone
Im sorrie. Its not that I don’t wan to meet, but then im too tired and Im not in the mood to go out with your besties. So I hope you understand. Next time okies? When I betul betul da siap for a real outing with you guys ok. Apologies to you and your besties.

And to you gf,
May I know if MY red shirt is still with you? The one you borrowed?? Isit? Isit?
And can you help me decide sth??
This fri, my class is gonna have an outing erm maybe to be specific.. DINNER. Eating steamboat at Marina. What should I wear??
I was thinking of wearing the black dress. You know which one right?? But is it like too awkward?? I mean its just a dinner. Steamboat dinner. But I don’t feel like wearing other things… HOW?? Kena tak I pakai that dress?? Or should I wear some other things?? What you tink??

2007-07-18T16:36:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was bliss. What were the chances of the three of us bumping into one another? same day. same bus. same time. (:

Oh. Discipline. I dont have it okay. Not for studying anyway. Never did.

Hmm. I'd love to, nana. Certain days okay. Now, things are getting a lil' complicated. HEE. Once i did, and it was GROOL. Bitching with you and jojo is fun. And i enjoy crapping with rahrah. woot.

And smiling is good. When you see a neighbour, smile. See someone you know, smile. Never mind the fierce face.
Smile. It makes the whole difference.

look at it in another's perspective. coz sometimes, we just have to know where we stand.

2007-07-17T21:56:00.001+08:00

DISCIPLINE?! Ouh god please la. Youre crapping. Who says youre always at the bottom? CRAP. If youre at the bottom, you wouldn’t have entered the 2nd class. Im in the third class. Do be mindful of that.
The discipline that use to be in me is fading away. Far far away. And will never come back. Never. Maybe I sound as if Im giving up. Well there’s always a chance to give up. Ive been in the bottom too.

Dont ever ask me why am I feeling the way I am now. it just came. Things. And some damn things that I don’t even want it to happen, is repeating again. Its got NOTHING to do with people (if youre reading this) BUT MYSELF. Wish if I have an explanation to it. An explanation to why its always me that has to suffer and go thru this Well Im searching for it myself.

2007-07-17T15:03:00.000+08:00

sat. netball. champion. (:(:
would have been better if i didn't keep falling(i think it was over my own feet HMMM). tsktsk.
and i must say, hanging out with certain people has it's influences...

and whoa girl. no no no..
i disagree 200%. no. No. NO.
I have never been at the top. Ok so maybe once. When i was in the bottom class, yeah.
but the thing is, YOU have discipline. I don't. ok dah.

2007-07-17T14:39:00.000+08:00

how I wish things can be so much better for me.
Lets go through this ~~fucked up~~ world till there is no more ending like nobody’s business. U rule. I rule.
So in about a month time, I’ll be sitting for my exams. Whether I can make it to the next semester successfully.. I’ll just leave it to the fate to decide. I don’t bother to aim anymore. Don’t bother to study hard coz I know. I know that no matter how hard I try, its hard for me to even be like how I am in the past, in the good way. The position where I am in last time. Miss being the top. Sick and tired of where I am now. So that’s for my poly life. Cant believe it that I have to write “argumentative essays” even in Poly?! What is this??
In about a month time too, I’ll be repeating what ive been doing in the past. something which I am still unsure why I had chosen to do it in the first place. Its confusing yet if I chose not to do, I will be at loss coz its something that I cant just let go as it will affect me in the future. All the best to me. And to you people, mugging soon for any tests.

ps gf,

and I think you should better know this.. You can do so much better than me..

2007-07-15T18:43:00.000+08:00

Well if ure wondering whats wrong.. erm about my nick the other day..its nothing really. Its just that I was listen to the song if youre not the one by Daniel bedingfield still remember that song?? And its memorises. Its all too fast and too hurtful somehow. Wish it can last longer but I cant stop it at all. Dnt you tink that it’s a little too fast for me now?? dnt you girlfriend?? Maybe I should forget abt all those things now..Dnt you tink I should? I dnt noe if it is even necessary to think of it in the 1st place tau..

I dnt wanna runaway but I cant take it, I dnt understand.

yey my test.. half of my madrasah tests for the 1st semester is over!!!hoho another two more to go. haiz
and still in a dilemma. should i buy the ***?? shld i??
ps. cant write in full la my dear tas.. nnt.. hehe ade la..

2007-07-11T16:36:00.000+08:00

I am a wave of emotions.
These two sides have been battling ever since that class ended.

On one hand, maybe she knows we were going to react this way and to put it in her terms, "rebel". But she has been the closest to us amongst them all, so she should know we are trying. Well she's definitely doing something. And we see it as backstabbing. Maybe it is a...last resort? Maybe. Though at this point of time, I don't think we need 1+1+1 more of them going against us.

And I do believe there is a reason behind everything. I was driven to explore person A's friendster and came upon a GL's friendster(whom also happens to be a friend of person A). Anyhow. I came across this:

It's not too late. It's Never too late.

2007-07-11T11:09:00.000+08:00

haiz im in the middle of the ITOS lesson. damn BORING or maybe its just me..not having enough sleep lol. im so getting my good night sleep tonight!! yes tonight.=)
well to keep myslef awake in this particular boring day.. im here updating a post and listen to some techno songs.. at least it helps me to stay awake rite?? rather then sitting there and fall asleep lol
i just realised that im in love wif alot of cascada songs argh!!! if u have new cascada songs... update me okies?! hehe *its open to everyone and anyone reading =)*

omg. im getting my accounting test later.. erm after my lunch. haiz haiz. shall update on it laterz.. bt one thing is that... i dnt noe if i can even make it for the nex sem... wif at least passing that module..

and i am so dead now. acct.how? thats the death of me =/ and still have abt 40 more mins before im free..

2007-07-10T16:00:00.000+08:00

Wat results u talking abt?? Haha my test results?? Haha well I got one already.. and its like last mon that I got it back… hmmm okok la I got B for that paper… haiz wish if im smarter…

Another point… wat is that, that makes you tink ive changed?? And for the better?? Meaning?? I need elaboration!! Expansion hahahha.

Well if you wanna noe wats life?? Haha it totally sux to the core!! SUX!!!
And bestfriend.. yes I agree we should have an outing together real soon. How soon?? Im not sure abt it either lol. Miss the fun that we used to have together in sec years sey. Its your fault la.. for not coming to SP haha bluek!

2007-07-08T23:28:00.001+08:00

It's such a windy night. Okay. Make that rainy. I cleaned my room just now. Quite fun. When you have the mood, everything's fun. Point is, i wasn't in the mood for sch stuff so i lazed the day away.

Cranky day today, somehow. And i shall sleep it off.
But before i do, one last note.
Bestfriend, we need to have an outing. A real outing. (:
You've changed, did you realise that? But for the better, im happy to say.
^winks^

And that is what I call Life.

2007-07-08T01:26:00.000+08:00

Eh ida. Sumpah ah tak kenal perempuan tu..

Semi-finals, here we come..
Fah, next time you frust, tell me k. Then I'll ask aiiesyah to payback and do whatever i can to help. (:(: Never mind. Next week, you said? ;)

Hmm. My.. I'm that pathetic. That's just about how much i can fill in about the competition. Just goes to show i didn't play much and nothing interesting happened to me. Except for that one game when i went after the ball and knocked down two opponents(at the same time) and didn't fall. They must have thought 'mnafdlqwh'. I wasn't playing dirty okay. It was only once and HMMM. Forget it.

Did i mention it became a cousins' outing? Sort of. Jee got called in at the last minute. She was the only available person.. (: Thanks kezillion, cousin. It was very last minute and at least we had sufficient players; 10 being the magic number.

&im in a dilemma.

2007-07-07T03:41:00.000+08:00

Ahh how could I be so damn careless?? I left my textbook in school and will have to wait till Monday then I can get the book back.. that’s if it is still there faithfully waiting for me sigh. Its saddening that I lost my book. Oh how I hate to be separated from my books!!!
Well finally we went out together.. me and tas. Its been a long time since we really went out haha. Actually the outing was kinda last minute plan just now haha during my lunch break tas msged me..

Today was supposed to be a long and draggy day in school but then my lecturer dint come so the whole class had free time from 830-1230 how great is that?? Well to think of greatness.. I’d rather be at home sleeping soundly and enjoying the comfort of my bed rather than resting my head on the hard table, stuffed my ears wif loud music (well that normal) and chatting too haha well must be wondering how can I chat and sleep at the same time.. well im not sure too haha but what I knew.. I was kinda frustrated due to the sound which irritate me while I wanna sleep haha
And hey stop it la k!! read minds!! As if!! Bleahs. And gurl.. its time to mug hard!! Haha study study study.. wann that guitar?? Lol *bribes*
Then we-me, tas went to tamp.. well tas need me to decide on the sport shoe for her… its like so wrong la in the first place haha. Me deciding for her sport shoe?? Lol well Im not in to sports shoe.. I tot she wans to buy flats or sth… why dint you tel me that ure buying sport shoes in the 1st place??? Coz sport shoes.. I dnt noe how to choose!! Bt then I noe u wan me to follow coz U TRUST MY FASHION TASTE muahaha some syiok sendiri eh haha

Nex tym when ure buying sports shoes.. dnt call me!!! If going shopping for clothes accessories ladies shoes haha call me lol

Ok enjoy for the netball thingy laterz. Take care. play well =)

I wan PSP!! grr

2007-07-06T19:23:00.000+08:00

HEE. I feel as though i've abandoned the blog, but no. (:

Ouh. Thanks syahida for the company just now. Sorry for...interrupting the peace. And to your friend, sorry for making you drink all that water. Thanks though (:(: I was kinda joking.. Next time I won't interrupt, rest assured. You don't have to say it, I can read your mind. WOOT ;)

Anyways. Tmr is the day. Netball comp. Hmm. I bought the shoes and I feel guilty(yes mama, i DO fel guilty spending money). I hope it's worth it though. Ouh. And my hormones are raging...

Ouh. My results are BAD. No exaggerating. That's old news by the way.

Here's a slow song that i like at the moment:

2007-07-02T21:01:00.001+08:00

I am so damn pissed today

2007-07-01T00:29:00.000+08:00

The DAY is finally here yey! !Friday was the last day of my MST lalala bt then when the results day come.. I know im gonna be SIAN!!! Hope that I wont do that badly in the tests… hmm acct… I dnt know whether I can get a B… bt I know that I can at least pass… is that gd enuf?? Hmmm well for me I tink yes… for such a beginner in acct. damn I miss maths and I mean REAL maths..
And tas!! Woohoo u passed ur maths. I love u!! hahaha u pass maths for me right right?? haha kidding. I bet that ure loving maths as much as I do now right?? Hahha
Hahaha ok im tired of all the muggings… and slept frm the ime I reached home and just woke up actually… =) finally its over…
Can I dnt wan the results day to come?? Hee
Coz I know I wnt be as happy as I am now… *cries*
Now its time to pray hard for the results… =(

So tas.. its u getting all excited for huh?? Haha well it’s a pretty normal day =) just watched movies erm Ocean’s 13 coz he dnt wanna watch transformers coz its not my type of movie hahaha despite telling him that I dnt mind… he still doesn’t wan bt kesian sey… haiz. Then we are just practically walking round in circles haha from one end of orchard to the other end haha well nothing much in plan that kinda of thing..
Out as did u noe that there’s this guy.. ok not exactly a guy.. bt a small kid.. and he plays the DRUM!!!! Argh how I wish if my mum allows me to play and take up drum lessons… its ok la I mean ‘for a small kid.. wadya expect’ hahah its still ok la.. just abit monotonous… but still I would give him credits =)
Ive resisted COOKIES today lalala *three claps for me* well u think I cant resist them huh?? *grins and winx* haha but still s COOKIE MONSTER muahahaha and he tried coffee bean for the very 1st time *CLAPS!!* err hope I dint really forced him to go there hee. But he agreed that CB is nice lorr hahah better than Starbucks?? hahah
What else that u wanna noe?? Haha nothing much la gurl =) ajak tak nak ikut bleuk! =S ouh so wat did u do the whole day??
Ouh ouh did ur is there some kind of taekwando going on sat?? hee or isit ur ninja shift days frm Sunday to sat?? hehe I tink im going blind ready haha… saw some white uniformed ppl doing some kind of martial arts.. cant differentiate between ninjas and teakwndo-ers hahah unless I go right behind them to see the name muahahahaha

2007-06-24T23:45:00.000+08:00

Ninjado is fun..when there's sparring. And when you are 'what the hell-ing' with a friend all the way due to craziness. Like finally both Shi Ting and I came for training. It was planned, since the unplanned ones were not successful. And thank you for lending me your handphone. Sorry for being irritating. Heh. And I think master is lonely, no, Shi Ting? When it was sparring time then he cracked a smile. But heck, he's married. Like is there any connection at all? What I meant was, he's married so he should be a happy man. Ya. HEE.

I feel like 'writing' a super long entry. Oh and syahida, tsktsk. Eye candy uh...
Hoho. Anyways. GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR TERM TESTS!!!!

I am all 'cramped up'. Meaning, my thighs hurt, my groins are aching, my shoulder pains me, my calf cramps. Oh my. Rambling. I wonder if I got the terms right.

School tomorrow. HMM. HMMMMMM. Ok so this doesn't pass as a super long entry. I'm getting sleepy so I shall go to bed. whoo. OK BYE.