TAS guess wat?! im a damn idiot haha well ive met him u noe who i meant. cant say it though hehe ask me if u need to lol and yea i was keeping quiet the whole time ok. damn is it getting more obvious that im actually 'hating' him!! hehe well i dnt hope so. its nt him that i like though LOL bt then i cant help it la.. what he said just makes me feel ill and start to feel cold towards him even if he had apologize... so what *omg now im feeling that im the one who is cold* but who cares haha and seriously u noe how i will react towards the people who had bad-mouthed me rite?? hehe well if u cant remember for some reason or so.. im telling you again. im a bitch to the core when it comes to ppl who bitch about me LOL argh how how i need someone to mastermind me with this S* man. well i can say that.. he, too suck lol damn rite ok.

gal! we need to go shopping soon. i need more shoes LOL after exams we meet up ok?? well u said u noe the place that i wanna buy that shoes rite?? u better noe man! hehe

all the best for the next few papers :DDD
8:49 PM
yey! im back... hehe and tas will be too.. soon NO WORRIES ppl (:
but trust me. despite having to be free earlier.. its never too good. no confidence. haiz. but now.. all i can do is just pray hard that i will make it. thats good enough alr isnt it?? i suppose =X

well have a new blog of myself yey! hehe well like i said.. more to come when exam ends.. thats it hehe have more to come.. just wait till tas ends her exams..
ouh god why am i like partying when i dnt noe hw well i did for the previous exams?? hais... *going emo for a sec* hehe (:
11:35 PM
taking a very short break from all those muggings...
feel do damn emo now. haiz.
all that i noe once the exams are over... the blog is my first aim hehe.

ahh missing someone badly now.
been repeating the song Almost Here again and again. emr like a thousand times i tink.. hehe
i even took time to look out for the lyrics... actually was tinking of putting the song here too but well as u noe.. im in the middle of those stressful java muggings... nvm the lyrics will be meaningful enough. its sweet though =)

Did I hear you right
'cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause you're only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause you're only almost here

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you
You're almost here
Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you
And when I hold you you're almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted
And now I'm with you I'm close to tears
'cause I know I'm almost here
Only almost here

5:38 PM
"..play harmonica.."
HAHAHA. the pipc tutor is so cute and funny. and good thing is, he is kind and has a good heart. caring.. never fails to make me laugh. (:

HMM. ida and i will be MIA for a while. exams EXAMS!!! and she'll be back first.
yeahh. and national day was hanging out for a while session. so last minute but still fun. and we got to taste the most disgusting(YUCK) bubble tea ever. eww.

yesterday and today was slacking/studying at Fahh's house. they're in Brunei, our parents.

and we shall mugg.
9:48 PM
oh idaaaa... (:
know what? i think it's getting harder for people to differentiate us.
grool huh... hoho. ouh and slapped better than snapped ehh.. shall keep that in mind. then if anything i'll just slap u =P HEE.
and next time i want to buy anything, I'll inform u first okay? anything. *winkwink*
oh ya. i also feel like im gonna be sick soon. hope not seh. hee. then if it does happen get sick together ahh. ahaha. sounds sooooo wrong.

im supposed to be sleeping. but i got distracted. and im hungry. huahua. somebody slap me. *ida i know u'd be more than willing to do that bluek*

oh. something important that i almost forgot. JEE! FAHH!! SALLIE!!! plan plan. friday friday. I'll be joining laterrr though if it does happen. (:(:
but first there's something i gotta do.

why? why does it seem like you're actually enjoying this? im in a totally different league than before. it's infuriating to see you like this. yes. go figure.
8:41 PM
specially for bestie...
well even if im there when that hapens.. at most i will kena slap by you. either on my cheeks or on my shoulders rite?? haha kinda used to it.. and know where the position of the slapping will be LOL
and i dnt mind being slapped by my bestie coz she always do that hahahah and i bet she doesnt mind me slapping her too =X hahah
being slapped is so much better then being SNAPPED! hate that the most.

okies so since we are talking about seeing people falling down.. i just remembered!! one of my frens was saying...
fren: "eeee i hate this stairs sia!"
ida: "huh? why? haha wat did the stairs did to you that makes you hate it so much??"
fren: "yea la. i hate this stairs esp when after raining sia. makes me fall down. i slipped lorh that that time while going home."
ida: (laugh the hell out.. laugh till tears)
fren: "why u laugh sia. funny isit? poeple fall.. you laugh. this kind of fren. try imagine if its you falling then u will know how it feels..." (may sound angry but he is smiling)
ida: still laughing...
fren II: "well for your info.. she cant hear anyting or even see people fall. she will laugh like NOW la ahahah"
fren: (he also laugh together.)

so.. what a long day today. the most long and BORING day. duh! supposed to have WCD presentation.. but then last minute cancelled. and by the time me and jocelin got to know abt the postponing of that particular lesson... we are in the train already. so its like kinda wasted to go back home so we just carried on with the journey to school. and hence met desmond, steph, and wee teng.
first time went in the morberly. well once i wanted to.. bt then that time the whole place is still under construction LOL. we ate breakfast in Cafe@Morberly ahahah.
had a hard time wondering if the person at the counter is a 'she' or a 'he' haha LAME! and we had come to the conclusion that... that person is a 'she'.. due to the voice. LOL
then we go the Shoot@Morberly. POOL! hahah i dint play. just watch. they palyed 2 rounds and off we head for the main library. 1st times for jocelin and wee teng. erm im not sure abt des. i doubt so la. LOL
planned to study.
bt i went of to lala land after some time. cant take it. i tink im getting sick la. can feel the uneasiness down my throat. haiz. just hope i wnt fall sick and i mena real sick during exam time.
and when i woke up.. i was shivering so all the girls went to the toilet. super shivering! my teeth are chattering okies?! imagine the coldness...
blah blah. wait for the next lesson at 3.. SIANZZZZZZ.

ok i guess i shall stop here. too long. hahah
8:16 PM
k wait. let me tell u something. yesterday was the first time i sat at the window seat of the 2nd deck of a double decker bus. yes. all 17 years of my life, it was my FIRST time. laugh all u want, but it's true. and i was soo fascinated. oh my. i was like a 6 year old pretending to be on a roller coaster. eh mira i like bus 72 ahh. *winks*

that aside, i think ive "woken up". ive changed(to what, i also dont know). you've changed. everyone is changing. it's just a matter of realising it. the good and the bad, they go hand in hand. if u get what i mean.. HEE.

oh ya. bestfriend, it's neither in a good nor bad way? ya. all i meant was the way u typed/sounded was somehow like how i always do. except for the falling down thing of course =P *glad u werent there when i did*

im back. im back.. what a relief.
7:34 PM
haha yeas lets mugg together gether hahahah. and what do you mean by I SOUND LIKE YOU?! in a good way or a bad way?? hahah well im not sure whats the bad way la.. but then yea.. what you mean sey?!
JIA YIOU for all people. stuy time. so FOCUS!! haha
haiz today is the last day for all accounting lesson. not to say that i like the lesson but then its the only way for me..erm to pass my exam. hopefully i can make it for the exams la eh
hahaha

to bestfriend...
im SO DAMN GLAD THAT you realise that you are a fortunate girl. unlike me. bohoo saded.

and NO. i dint see anyone or any soul fall down. its just sth that me and him was talking about. its more to me la.. i was thinking of... what will happen if i see someone roll down the steep stairs. hahahahah well you can imagine it. bt then.. i guess that if i were to see someone fell down that steep stairs right in front of me... i'll be bursting the hell out of me la
hahahahahah

and even before i see someone fell down... im like laughing till tears already. and i cant stop. haha
5:29 PM