10:12 PM
OH MY GOD!! time flies that FAST!! huh tomorrow will be the third week.. fast huh?
so as it comes to the third week.. AHHH presentation week.. my first CA leh.. huh the IEB-introduction to electronic business module.. its ok bt kinda hard coz its PBL-problem based learning.. and ARGH!! tomorrow got CRS-Critical Reasoning Skills. dint know the school have some merepek modules..
and Marketing is dry la..
so Kanchong!!! projects and homeworks are flooding their way!! lol hopefully i make it through the presentation well tomorrow.. if im not wrong..got 2..
ouh ouh my frens havent know that i laugh at people wenever they FALL..
they do fall and i laugh bt they dont realise that im laughing at them lol muahaha
opps my frens noe the link to here.. shit shit!!
ah tak pe la..
OMG help!! i havent choose cca yet!! i dont know what to choose la.. wan cya-changi youth ambassador bt have to go thru interviews. oh how much i hate them!!
malay clubs.. i dont know.. DJ!!! *eyes glittering* bt my frens dont want.. STRESS!!
did i tell you banyak my classmates oso like me?? as in the english grades??
so yeah.. WE are in the same boat woohoo.. at least im not alone!!
homework!! im coming....

Buai!!! take cares!! muacks!! and tas.. dont eat too much macdonalds tau.. nnt gemuk tsktsk
PS. tas, read the cbox!! IMPORTANT!! then beep me!!! ok ok??
9:49 PM
Today was my 'official first day' of school. It's in inverted commas cos..
I skipped school on mon and tues. No lah.. I was on MC. Then wed no lectures so didnt have to come.

Hmm. QILAH!!!!! I have this sudden urge to hang out with you!!! :):)

Oh. I smacked Putri just now. She didnt see me. Sorry eh... Then I also saw zima. Asal macam tak kenal je tadi? Ewah ewah... hahaha.

Syahida! June must go kay. And Nadrah! It's been a long time.. ;)
I'm done.
8:20 PM
CHAK!!! second week of school!!! woohoo.. haha its damn fun and cool. Explore the 'jungle' haha. many strange things that i found out about myself too.. well err eg. i forget my basic malay.. like jumbling up all the malay words.. hehe i know.. how could i right?? hmmm well its my language bt seriously i suck in english and language. I HATE ENGLISH!!!!! and now.. i HATE CRS (Critical Reasoning Skills)!!! somehow related to english that kind of thing.. hmmm accountings is hard!! i dont even know why the.... i choose this course la... Accoutings spoil man!!! haha frens.. woohoo my classmates rocks!!! haha well they dint expect me ti be the 'giler and high' type well now they do.. haha

OMG marketing reminds me of Ms Foong somehow lerr.. haha some bad and good memories i guess unless the part-dam,dam,dam,dam... haha and my CRS teacher reminds me of... err that idiot teacher..you should know who.. lol

bt nevermind.. i have many frens in my course who have the same grades lol.. it just that they either retake this year or not..

plus i have this 'fren' which i tink i can consider 'hate' her lol. she's so action. tink she's so smart that kind of thing.. other people's idea all dont want to listen.. only hers je betul la tu.. idiot man!!!
5:18 PM
kay. zima? DONE!!

tsk. im having a sore throat due to.. too much shouting/screaming just now.
Not that fun. But hey, I'd say that's definitely something.
Confused? Nevermind.

And the dikir barat AS cheer is still stuck in my head.
Small in number
Strong by nature
When together, we unstoppable

Not just clever
Even better
Macho sexy oi, irresistable

Hey AS hey AS
Hey AS we are the best
Eh wah AS (AS!) eh wah AS
Eh wah AS oi simply the best

And I have a fierce face. (:
9:17 PM
haiz. tired!! school was ok.. haha its fun yeah.. and i guess i like accountings.. thats because its got somethig to do with maths.. haha like tas said.. hmm.. lol i think so.. i dont know?? haha its just the first week of school. and there is one tutorial that i dint attend.. ermm due to overslpet? haha yeah my school is at sp.. everyone knows that right haha and i live in pasir irs.. hahah jauh!!! haha well from the whole lot of introductions from one class to another.. i found out that i live the furthest.. haha. ouh back to the tak bangun part.. it was on tues but tak sempat ah nak update blog that day.. lol the tutorial starts at 10 but i woke up at 11.. lol and my next lecture is at 12. OMG its damn rushing la k.. haha so.. yeah i dint turned up for the lecture on time ah.. but who cares? as long as i go right?? Haha so how was yesterday??
Hey I got almost all the songs from dignity nye album!! Woohoo.. ah.. yeah im so damn bored.. nothing to do.. lol tengah 4 hr break.. lol not every week la.. so im so gonna use this VERY opportunity.. haha the lecturer cant make it.. so woohoo party!!! Haha YEY!!!
2:12 PM
Gilbert's in the same course as me! ahaha. So is Esther. But all of us got into different classes. Ya. I know. TSK right?

And I think I'm having eating disorders. Nothing serious. Just that I've not been eating properly. And then it becomes a habit so... my stomach feels different.
mm. I had bladder problem also just now. Haha. Kidding. Just maybe. What the heck am I doing?

Oh right. I'm zombie-ing. So before I crap any further, I shall say goodbye.

Goodbye!
10:52 PM
Sometimes reality has a way of sneaking up and biting us in the ass. And when the dam bursts all you can do is swim.

The world of pretence is a cage, not a cacoon. We can only lie to ourselves for so long.

We are tired. We are scared. Denying it doesn't change the truth. Sooner or later we have to put aside our denial and face the world. Head on, guns blazing.

Denial. It's not just a river in Egypt. It's a freaking ocean.

So how do you keep from drowning in it?

(extracted from Grey's Anatomy :))
10:35 PM
Derek: Bailey, tell me what to do. God why does this have to be so hard?

Bailey: It's not hard. It's painful but it's not hard. Come on, you know what to do already. If you didn't, you wouldn't be in so much pain.

Pain. You just have to write it out. Hope it goes away on it's own. Hope the wound that caused it heals.
10:29 PM

hello!! PENAT!! hehe omg i dint know that im soo the frenly haha.. actually i make frens pun pasal kene paksa..
hey remeber that time i said i wanna go poly because i dont have to study english anymore?? haha well i dint knoe that there is such a module of critical something something.. lol you might be thinking.. so?? apa yang ade kena-mengena kan?? haha this module.. requires me to write argumentative essays.. omg!! Arghh and ade presentation lagi tau..
i dint know the subjects were that boring.. i mean the marketing.. and the IEB which stands for introduction electronic business.. maybe not that boring lah.. cuma i think its pagi sangat.. so ngantuk haha.. well but other than that was pretty fine haha. alah.. you can crash to my school.. BORING!! ahh balik sudah lah.. i tot nak tengok cca drive.. but there's no one yang nak pergi.. takkan nak ajak my new-made-fren-with to teman right?? haha nanti dia ingatkan i ni giler pulak.. haha

omg cant believe it that im studying accountings!! HELP!! ahhh accounting's HARD!! lol and i dont know what cca to choose.. somebody help me!!!!!!! Sos..haha
ouh tas.. ive got something for ya.. haha..
look atas.. i know that's the first ting that you'll see.. but i plan to put it kat bawa.. but malas la nak delete and transfer and all the lece stuff..hehe
8:12 PM
Ugly Betty is on. And I'm not watching cos..the plug has been taken away from the father.

Ninja-ed just now. They returned the belt money. So now we have to buy the red belts ourselves. Then... before training started, Shahida told me today was Juju's last day of training.. ): Due to some personal reasons. So just now drinks was on me..
TSK. Maybe I should stop also ah.. *shrugs*
Why is this happening now?

scythia scythia.. When really is the outing? Aiyah. So leceh...

AAAAAHHH!! There's amazing race tmr. shoot (I cant watch. No tv remember?). Last week Uchenna & Joyce were eliminated.
tsktsk.

When will this ever end? Irritating...
10:24 PM
I stand corrected. sis does read the blog. Wahh... (:
Oh and yesterdayjust now, I ate at Mr Teh Tarik in Tampines(the makan 'malam'). With Pak Ngah also.

Did I mention I love claypot beancurd?
I love claypot beancurd. Heh.
sedap tau syahida.. ahaha

Oh and Fairuz said I look like I'm still in secondary sch. HMMMMM...
You can't imagine me being in poly?? tsk. I'm still figuring out whether that's an insult or a compliment. Oh well.

And syahida, eeii.. Dream of you be it bad or good? Tanak ah..
I hate dreams tau. Well some of them anyway. Ask mira? HMMMMMM.....
I think I'm going alone. Think.
Had enough of my craziness? Ahahaha. Chicken dance, no?
Surprisingly, I didn't lose my voice or hearing. Thank goodness.

Erm. More issues? Not so personal lah kay. Cos...
We have cell phones!! guess where i got that line.. and does anyone realise i call her syahida and not ida? too used to it already..

Hey hey you you I don't like your girlfriend!
And thanks to FOW(dan yang sewaktu dengannya..) I am suddenly into Avril Lavigne's Girlfriend.
(:(:

Oh Raheel, kakak jambu kan? Ahahaha.
By kakak I mean syahida ;)
10:56 PM
haha now i understand why you teringatkan prom hehe.. well i iwsh i entered some institutions that have pro before you graduate.. its cool and funn well the best part is dressing and the dancing.Woohoo haha.. its damn gerek lah but lets exclude the parts that.. you know haha.. =) hmm.. but i guess its too late right? haha.. merepek sey you.. i mean seriously you dont have to put in the facts of into 2 big 'business' here right? haha.. and you ate double cheezeburger and (erm forget how many crabbies).. but i dint eat anything.. the whole day.. except for the coke at mcdonalds.. hehe remember? haha.. yey i can lose weight!! woohoo.. be mindful ah.. im not dieting.. if that's what you are thinking!! haha im healthy and fine but juz wanna lose weight. too big lah my body hehe.. tak cantik.. to me ah.. hee juz working on a smaller one haha.. so i guess that sromach ache has ended ah? eh tas.. this tues tak sch kn?? hee.. can crash into my sch coz nnt i balik lambat on that day hehe.. nak tak??

Ps.since we're in 2 separate schools already kan.. i think there will be more issuses in the blog right? haha you tell me what happen. and i do the same too hehe.. ouh tadi ade one of the seniors.. err cant remember what his name is.. chat.. hehe Berkenal je ah.. not more than that haha.. yey
alamak mata da tak le tahan.. zZz.. eh soorrriiieee ah tadi.. teroffline and then malas nak sign in lagi..hehe
monday too bad you've gotta ask mira.muahaha.. muacks good night!! sleep tight!! dream of me.. dont care lah sweet or horror as long as im in your dreams.. Yawnzzzz.. zZz.. nites!!
2:47 AM
Haha. Wait wait. Now I'm chatting with most of the Scythians.
Wahh. So hard to keep up. So united. (:

Oh ya. Just now putri said something. The FOC people didn't need to come back cos they sleep over at the school. But the FOW people came back out of their own free will. And we could choose to come or not to come. Hence, the impact is greater.
Heh. So.. very TRUE.

Just now I almost banjir. Almost. Ya I know I'm weird.

What am i trying to prove in this entry? I also don't know.
Go figure.
2:18 AM
kay. I have a request for Ninjas.

PEOPLE!!!! Join back Ninja cann??
I miss you all like crazy lah...
:(
Qilah, Nadrah, Nadiah, Shahida, Aisyah, Juliana, Syiqin.
ok so maybe Juju still in.
Korang!!!
hais. What happened to the female dominated elias cc ninjas?


lalala.
ps mira. bcos of you(budak kecik), Siti thought I was still in sec sch.
HAHAHAHAHA!! so funny. Thanks ah.
I was so flattered lah.
1:51 AM
woo! ahah. I just came home. Not just just but at 1am. (:
At the interchange at about 12am, my dad called. Then asked where I was.
Then he asked whether I've eaten or not. My eyes practically gleamed.
I agreed like a four year old who's dad was going to buy her ice cream.

All I ate before that was a double cheeseburger and two crabmeats.
Was having stomach aches. Then after that burger I did "big business" 2 times.
Then I didn't dare eat anymore. Had enough of public toilets okay. ahaha.

HAHAHAHA! syahida had a haircut! Sorry babe. Now you can blame me.
hmm. Need to come back again. tsk. I sat there like a statue for 3 long hours and I have to come back again! Aaaahh! Darn thick hair.

Hmm. How was the performance night just now? Better than the workshop's. Then there was jam and hop.
Teringat pulak pasal prom..
I forgot to bring my digi cam! TSK. da charge batt tau.

Haha. I think my old friends won't believe that I can emo. I can lah.
People change you know. Ask syahida if you don't believe me. There was one time I suddenly banjir(cried) in front of her.
1:34 AM
lol so did your mum say anything about your hair? haha i dint expect my mum would be so cool with the new hairdo tsktsk i was expecting her to.. "eh you potong rambut eh? huh. kat mana? siapapotong kan? mane dapat duit?..." and many more but the, bila dah sampai.. she was looking at.. and i really mean LOOKING. she tot its not me haha.. but then she ignored it.. that's what surprised me most hehe then bila the saleperson kat Challenger was finding the bag size for my laptop, my mum STARED at my hair.. then i said "what are you looking at? Jangan tengok-tengok ah..'' hehe.. then she look away.. but my adik was ''kakak, you cut your hair?'' but i ignored him totally hehe.. sibuk je.. lol. but bila da keluar from Challenger, my mum say ''who cut for you? tak cantik je? yang lama nye lagi cantik pe?'' hehe then i say.. i like the frindge but not the back-partly.. i cant see what's the design.. that's coz my eyes are in front.. hehe not at the back hahahaha.. then she say.. ''alah biar la.. tu kan rambut you hehe buat ape yang you nak buat..'' hehe then i tanya.. kalau colour boleh? guess what? NO!! tsktsk hehe.. tot she say can do whatever i wan?? hehe.. hmm..hopefully that guy pass his diploma.. his a nice guy though the way he cut my hair.. is totally.. not i wanted.. hahaha.. ALL THE BESTa!! hehe so hows the thingy in TP?? and you!! there's nothing between the two of us!! huh!! we're juz friends right (you know who you are..)???

PS. hehe got this hairdo pun because that red guy FORCED me too.. boo. now i looked mike a fishball!!! Booo... yelah macam kesian gitu kan..kalau he dint cut my hair.. he wont be ablel to get his diploma.. wasted sa.. belajar susah-susah.. then dont get diploma.. anyway hairdressing is NOT cheap and NOT easy!! hehe no i guess.. NO to hairdressing.. tadi their trainers were quite strict.. dont you think so tas? hehe.. kesian those students eh?? haha..
1:09 AM
kay. So now i keep hearing echoes of cheers from the 2nd and 3rd day of camp/workshop.
Seriously. When Wan said "If you want to see Ali cry, come for all the 3 days",
I was like "Cry? It's only 3 days. We wont see each other after that."

See? Now that was where I was wrong. We did bond and for that 3 days, we got attached to one another. And yes, he cried. And no, I didnt. I was holding back a lil' bit. Just a little bit. But it was flooding. If you get what I mean. ;)

:'( Saddened.

Scythia GLs rock!!! woo! I soo love them. And it's true. We came back because of them. wahh I think if they read this ah, there will be tsunami. heh.
I love all the cheers. I think hearing echoes of them is proof enough. Thanks GLs!

Sine sine cosine sine
We will win the war this time
Scythia GL rock big time
Rock big time ah
Rock big time! :)

Of course, all the new friends I've made were great people. Aisyah, Azimah, Farhana, Niza, syasya, Sakinah. Putri leader of Scyron sey. YAK! ahahaha.

And sis, because of you, I was suddenly famous just now
(I know you dont read the blog but wth).

Oh btw, the water games just now song ah.
12:53 AM
I am a sweat machine. Oh yes i am. I could sweat 24/7 if i were in TP's packed sports(complex) hall all day all night. Sorry scythia, i know i stink! jadi kalau terbau tu, minta maaf bnyk2.. hehe.

haha cool ah? Me, putri and azimah(putri's friend) went on monday morn together. Then we got into the same empire(group). But then they got into scyron and i got into scyra. Different sub-empires. hmm but its okay, its alright.. hah hah. This is called im-so-tired-im-crapping-right-now.

hmms. What else? ouh ya. There was performance night just now. Basically all the empires had to put up a performance(duh) of anything under the sun, moon and stars. I thought it was gonna be a disaster. Seriously. But then we found a solution to it. It was better than expected.
We're good beacause we suck.
ouh. Mass dance too. The second time was fun-er 'cuz we could choose our own partners instead of the GL choosing us. That part, sweat machine overtime ah. tsktsk.

k im done. I want to sleep sleep sleeeeepp.
I think i'll be deaf and voiceless by the end of day 3.
11:13 PM
So nex time.. im not gonna hate you.. hehe.. penat sey.. berat pulak tu.. i am so going to buy the zip bag.. lagi senang hehe.
haiya
Its so not fair.. you can overnight!! but its onli on enight.. still!! its considered overnighting jugak kan tas?? hehe i dint know that i can surf the net thru home.. well now i know.. YAhoo!! hehe..

ps some word of advice.. hehz nothing better to do lah.
never take things that you have now for granted because soon enough you will regret because you dint appreciate it earlier.
its better to appreciate what you have rather than what you don't. This can make you even more CRAZIER. its not easy. that's life. life's never easy. just live it as it is.. just do what comes around.

Ps. Forgive, sounds good. Forget, im not sure i could.
anyone knows this song? say 'ME'
12:47 PM
Hi tas!! hehe found the connection.. woohoo.. yey yey.. so hows your first day in your new sch?mine was okay.. cume penat sey.. but after that went to meet my madrasah friends.. ade project.. boohoo.. hey hey gal.. noe what?? im in the same class as that gall.. remember the one i told you.. haha happy sey bile dapat tau we got into the same class.. weehee.. hey im missing you already gall.. haiz.. hows your school? tell me.. ahh.. did you know that we were sort of 'sesat' tadi.. hehe yeah when qilah wants to configure her laptop haha.. kental sey kite orang..
so you went wif puteri huh? hehe.. any new friemds??? hehe.. alah boring ah.. well tas the happy news is that.. i can update the blog anytime i want.. yey
8:26 PM
Everytime, you bring up the past, even when it has nothing to do with now.
1:15 PM
It hurts to talk..It hurts to breathe..
What love can`t conquer we will.

Aaahh. *melts* Sweetness. (:

And I shall leave you to ponder.
1:01 AM
aaahhh! aching feet. hehe. but im satisfied. i bought 3 tops today. yay-ers.
mira, thanks for putting up with me. i never knew i can be so fussy. seriously.
Friends bring out the true colours in people.
ahaha.

hmm. actually i still need more clothes. dont know when i'll be going to johor.
what can i say, im a cheapo. ouh. i need a new bag too. im done with the shoes(i think).
actually my dad's gonna go this friday.
But-but its a public holiday! there is going so many be so many great shows on tv!
hmph.

Giant tampines is fun. Its only a 5 min walk from my house(pasir ris).
been there 3 times. twice with my dad and once with my mom.
and each time we spent more than 100bucks. (:

ouh just now mira and i were walking down this pathway at bugis and then this..
lady came to me and said something about giving me a trim.
its been ages since i've done anything to my hair.
so yeah she said its free bcos she's still a student at the school(hairdressing).i have sources who tell me it'll take like 2 hours for them(students) to finish getting my hair cut. i've made an appointment with her next friday at 2pm.
along with a few friends. should i follow through? cos im like the leader.
she approached me, not mira. so we exchanged numbers. sort of.

hmm, tag kay viewers? okay bye.
11:47 PM
i know u want more. hold on. ive not replied syahida's entry yet. here goes.

eh dont invent phrases. hmm. ive told u im also 'starting' on the 9th. going for the workshop. but mine's just for 3 days. hmm. eh eh. go shopping! i need clothes man. u bring money pun tau. hehe. maybe when u go your sch for the laptop thingy? :):)

yay and boo! no more sloging at home = no more tv
haha. im kinda nervous about the adjusting part. as in im always at home, so when i go out, i'll feel the strain; exhaustion of...going out. see lah. its not that i absolutely love being cooped at home, its just that im not allowed to. oh well. all that's coming to an end.

nice quotes from the tv:
Just because you know one thing about one person doesnt mean you know everything about him. (CSI:Miami)
Revenge is like a poison. It can take us over. (Spiderman 3 trailer)
Betrayal is a way of life. (ad for prison break) heck, no. lol.

see? watching tv has its benefits. *grins*
1:24 PM
*i edited this entry just a lil'*
kay i admit the previous entry was pathetic. hey, i really was exhausted.
so... let's take a walk down memory lane shall we?
(so keeping in touch with old friends got the better of me(: )

pri 1&2: my bestfriend was siti rahuda. along with afiqah and hidayah.

pri 3 : bestfriend was suhaila. we were inseparable but then..circumstances change and...(got to know qilah during this time cos we were classmates)

pri 4 : i met putri! haha. then there's shikin and syaheedah. hey putri, remember when they always fought then we were caught in the middle? 8) eh i was a good girl. no, really. teachers pet. first and last time ever. mrs chng, i love you! (where ever you are now) (:

pri 5&6: was with shikin for 3 years! not forgetting syafiqah, hilmira, juriah, sawaliati and the crazy malay boys. and of course syahida and christine :) man, i hope i can spend more time with christine now that im going to tp. its near her house you see.. oh oh. mrs lian was pregnant(pri 5)and halfway, we got a new teacher, sometime in april actually(all the way till we graduated). ms maslina! the fun-nest bestest teacher ever!

my secondary school life is.. more complicated. so im not gona type about it.
one thing though. i found true friends and got closer to syahida. and hey, this blog is proof of that.

:) did i just make u feel u were young again? well, grow up! heh kidding. well being younger is fun. dont u just wish things could be like that again?
12:43 PM
..zZz.. ahahaha. i am so exhausted. very, very exhausted. but for the faithful viewers, i'll update.(mira, im still awake :p) NADRAH! i miss u too!! hais. get well soon tau!

k. i slept over at changi beach yesterday just now. aiiesyah's barbeque sleepover. fuh. haha slept for like 2 hours only. then woke up, ate and had a dip in the sea. worst best part is, i got stung by a jellyfish! damn that jellyfish. perit sey. ish. actually, the best best part was the water bomb fight! mira mira...(shakes head)

that sting really is menyibuk. hmph.

well. that's it. goodbye viewers. this girl gotta catch up on her beauty sleep :)
i'll update more on the happenings of the past 2 days in my next entry.
2:28 PM