Eii stress ah.. well maybe Im the one who invented that phrase.. Once a failure, always a failure but I bet you’ve heard the phrase ‘plain stupid’ yeah ok im either one of them.. *cries* study hard till Im going crazy oso.. boohoo.
Haha 161 huh? Yeah fine.. im always the shorty.. lala Hey tas remember that time I said after filling and sending the forms.. I have to wait like a week plus then I have to check the net again for the appointment date for further enrolment.. so I checked.. first step was to go to the site where ive enrolled.. then they asked for my ADMISSION NO. argh.. ive handed up the offer letter without copying my admission no. I tot im dead!! Serious! Coz they say they need the admission number before proceeding.. thanks to my SMARTY brain.. haha I turn to Amelia.. asked her if she remembered her admission number.. guess what she said? U can find that on ur white paper that you took to the bank. Haha after reading the msg.. my mind went- oh shit where is that paper?? Haha actually ive forgotten that ive placed it inside my report book Stupid huh? Lucky sia if not, how am I supposed to know when is my appoinment?!
Each time I hear the song ‘with love’ reminds me of the ‘fly’ live song. Muahahahahaha.. –DAY-- *laughs and tears* Hahaha.. ~wipes~ lol Wentworth miller is Damn HOT!! Wooh.. its getting hot in here.. Can somebody lower the aircon’s temperature?? lol
Love’s in the air… lalala =P
12:19 AM
Mar 21, 2007
hahahaha. im 1.61 meters tall!! woo! k so maybe its not that tall(looks at Raheel), but i grew! you see, girls mature faster than boys do(but of course), so the logic goes around that girls stop growing at a much earlier period than boys. oh not forgetting that im heavy. im __kg. Nah, not gonna disclose it =P
so syahida, why the pessimism? do not be negative. hehe. siao ah. whoever invented that phrase "once a failure, always a failure"? tsktsk. lemme guess, you? whoever agress with me that its an insane quote, leave a tag and lemme know kay? ;) dont give up lah dey.. it's so not you.
ouh syahida, songs from girls aloud eh? teenage dirtbag, you freak me out, no good advice. and sugababes? i dont know. oh our term breaks are the same but our vacation's a lil' different. orientation i think it depends on the individual schools. oh right back at ya, good luck for business-ing in time to come! and correction girl. you just haven't fulfilled the promise, u didn't break it.
oh btw, ppl, dyla is someone i got to know through syahida. haha. school's not started yet, and im already making new friends. nice 'meeting' you, dyla. (:
I refuse to admit it.
9:59 PM
hope you have the best of luck in your studies as a food nutritionist.. while im going to be some consultant-in-the-future!! Ahah. Im gonna miss you.. miss you like how I miss yuyin already!! Argh.. sob sob.. you’ll have many friends.. but me? I don’t know?? What if there’s no one who wants to be my friend?? Haha from now onwards.. I’ll try to promise myself.. to post in this blog page as often as I can.. winx haha as I said TRY so tngk lah keadaan eh??Anyway kalau da de laptop, senang ah nak post kan?? haha study hard and pray hard for me.. if I even make it thru ok? Hey remember our promise last year? Remember dat time , About you not giving up in amaths and keep on studying hard so you can get at least a pass grade for it.. while, I don’t give up in my English? Kk I still remember.. but i dint fulfill the promise.. heh sorry.. I’ll try my best dis year ok? I’ll try but won’t promise anything especially when…. 4 years of trying my best doesn’t prove anyting you know? You did well in your amaths. Im proud of you.. although I dint teach you.. but you pass! led some sense of happiness to me!! Sometimes, when I think that you can do it.. so can I.. but I don’t tink I can.. maths is diff. And tas.. its not LUCK like you said. I don’t believe in luck. Like I say.. do you know a mishap is gonna happen to you? its proven, im a FAILURE!! Once a failure, always a failure my dear. Nothing can change that..
4:46 PM
After all the troubles during the enrolment, im finally walking away-hehe im listening to the song at this moment-haha tas its your turn now!! checkups, filling up the forms and stuff… haha anyways I cant wait for the school to start!! make new friends!! But its sooo unfair tau. you start sch lambat!! Alah kalau gini, sch holidays tak le klua together ah?? Haha maybe during the long vacations?? ouh damn, tot im done wif all the poly stuff.. bt I still need to go for the roadshow for the notebooks. no matter what, I still prefer studying using textbooks!! wonder how everyday will be like.. yelah especially when we cant go back together, have our breaks together.. ler boring arr.. hey you know what?? I LOVE ‘The Show’ nye lagu!! Coz its more like a dance track haha.. plus, ive found a new friend who also happens to like TECHNO!! wonder bila my mum kasi I join music school-as in I want to take drum lessons cume she say its like lelaki.. sigh sigh but im TRULY AM a girl!! Haha k wateva.. I still want to join drum lessons *cries* hopefully later in the future.. she changes her mind eh.. sobsob Ps. Ade lagu ape lagi ah frm Girls Aloud yg tune dia catchy-catchy? And ape title sugarbabes nye single? eh orientation tk de camping that requires sleep over kn?
4:38 PM
Mar 19, 2007
hmm. 17th march(saturday) i went to ubin. with aiiesyah and mira. sooo fun. especially when one of my best buds is a regular there and have connections. (; thanks for the belanja syah! :)
hah after the first round of riding our bicycles(lets just say we stretched to our limits), all of us looked like lobsters! red, 'cuz of the sunburn. smart right, go swimming without applying sunblock. for a naturally dark/tanned person to actually appear red, i'd say that's definitely something.
"klua(rumah) kul 9 balik kul 9" ahaha. cool ah. syah's mom said that.
oh oh. at ubin, there are many, many slopes. after you go up, you go down(DUH!!). best part is, when going down, the heaviest person would be the fastest. guess who. *winks*
my point is, i love ubin. *grins*
12:00 AM
Mar 16, 2007
la lala lala. let's do this.
wanna play it by numbers? fine. FYI, 1 out of 7 days in a week is NOT the majority. conclusion: it's not an always.
now 6 out of 7 days in the week is the majority. get it? even 5 out of 7 is a majority. conclusion: im at home,always. period.
There is nothing wrong with hanging out with friends. Sometimes, bonds with friends are stronger than those with the blood. Sometimes it's the direct opposite. Gee i wonder why.
If stares could kill, mine would. From the skin right down to the bone. Be afraid.
4:39 PM
Mar 11, 2007
man. im tough. literally. all the cubit-ing and the kicking, only one pathetic mark. ahaha. k im in crazy mode. satisfied, actually. muahaha. see? must journal about the good things in life also.. :)
If anybody asks you who I am Just stand up tall Look 'em in the face and say
I'm that star up in the sky I'm that mountain peak up high Hey I made it I'm the world's greatest And I'm that little bit of hope When my back's against the ropes I can feel it I'm the world's greatest
if anyone really followed up, you'd know who's who.
1:26 PM
Mar 10, 2007
yesterday. fun fun fun!
and syahida's the only sane one. monorail, anyone?
mira, aiiesyah, ida!
hee hee. nice footwear.
besties.
omg. candid giler ah. caught you guys!
7:01 PM
hehe. tried to upload that last time. so now, SUCCESS! to all the charmed lovers out there. "Piper is the world's greatest"
2:41 PM
kay whoever's been readin might notice that i deleted someall my posts. oops. oh well.
the rush. i want to hang out with my friends before school starts. syahida pun kan?hehe. keypoints: before school starts poly semester anyway. when its started, thats another story.. dun think that's possible though. apparently i go out too much. whatever.
yay no more rotting at home. and definitely, more chores wouldnt be done cos i'll be in school. woo. doesnt that sound G-R-E-A-T??? of course it does. must be optimistic.
kan syahida? can go and make new friends insyaAllah..
2:15 PM
okay. what the hell. yay. must go out again. kay? kay? ;) love you all. hee.
huahua. so merepek. yesterday was fun fun fun. must give it credit. the unplanned thingy. love it.
oh i have a wish needlist. new bag for new school sneakers more clothes jeans writing materials increased allowance money(not that i have any now) because of increased prices
whoever said putting me in poly was gona be cheap?? no one. exactly.
1:57 PM
Mar 9, 2007
shit la shit la :( stupid unconscious mind. stupid conscious mind. whichever lah. pardon my wonderful vocab.
anyways. yay mira belanja lagi. woo. i enjoyed my day guys. you made my day! hehs. sure, must go out again. i'll drag them kay mira?
im not really in the mood. so i'll end here.
10:06 PM
hey tas. sedih sey tak dapat same sch.. i wanted to get into TP partly becos of tas but i really wanted SP.. i mean i really want there.. and yet im actually sad just bcos dint get into sp.. haha ive decided to stay in SP.. no appealing!! yeah. tas: even if we did not get into the same sch.. our friendship will remain okayz?? -I'll make sure that- this page here.. will help us lessen or maybe smallen the gap between us?? haha.. love you forever my friend!! Alah takut lah nanti you dapat new friends and forget about me!! how?? TP banyak melayu tau.. and you can get many friends there.. abeh i letak kat mane??-k that sound so wrong- haah.. well ive dedide to retake.. yeye..
1:28 PM
Mar 7, 2007
Its time to face the cold hard fact that we are gonna be separated. Bye bye.. hah. Dont lose contact tau. I'll go hunting you down. and i mean everyone. huahua.
eh bff, didnt you message me yesterday.. and said you already made up your mind? so stick with it man.. what's more to be confused about? decision made.
haha. we're not bffs for nothing.. we share the same thoughts.. *winks* haha. and i really know you so well... that i practically "made up" your mind for you.. proven in yesterday's entry =P
and you mustkeep your resolution. there's always time for friends. even after school starts.. maybe not often, dont think I'll update frequently also. hee. but!- still must update k.
okay. see ya friday! have a date, remember? ;)
2:36 PM
Her face is a map of the world Is a map of the world You can see she's a beautiful girl She's a beautiful girl And everything around her is a silver pool of light The people who surround her feel the benefit of it It makes you calm She holds you captivated in her palm Suddenly I see This is what I wanna be Suddenly I see Why the hell it means so much to me I feel like walking the world Like walking the world You can hear she's a beautiful girl She's a beautiful girl She fills up every corner like she's born in black and white Makes you feel warmer when you're trying to remember What you heard She likes to leave you hanging on her word
2:27 PM
I am SOOO.. happy that i got into SP!! haha.. =D but sedih jugak lah.. well me and my beloved frenz are finally separated.. argh.. hate it!! Tas go appeal!! you want SP too right?? Appeal larg.. please? haha.. although i have frens that went into SP.. i have both the slightest idea who my gonna be frens ok? lols. ouh im gonna miss you gal!! i am so.. happy nad at the same time.. Sad? ermm.. coz i wan the same sch as tassie.. booo hooo hoo.. sobsob.. but im happy.. coz i got into SP? hahah.. isk i wan engineering.. tapi yeah tanx soo muc to the peepz hu gave me the advice.. huh.. my mum wans to appeal.. to either TP for financial business.. i dont want!! i want TP haha.. i dont know im confused!! secondly, she's suggest to appeal kat SP jugak.. but to bioengineering.. well i want that.. but.. entah.. am i happy with wat i got now? Business IT? i dont know?? wat if i cant find any frens there??Boohoo.. sob sob.. but tas, you said im frenly right?? haha.. finally you're admitting it lerr. haha..jangan luper your bestie tau... sobsob.. alah mane tau nanti kat TP you forget bout me?? sobsob.. I'll hate you man!! ouh no.. I CANT HATE YOU GAL!!! coz you're my bestfriend.. now and forever!! muack!! haha.. seram la.. wat if i cant find any friend?? haha you got into the same sch as bitch!! huh hate her ok!! Tas you make me in a dilemma. argh!! hate you!! you're supposed to make it easier for me.. not make me confused even more!! kenape la you parents nak you jadi nutritionist?? argh.. ala i tak nak appeal but i wan to get into the same sch as you!! actually not bcos of you lah.. i tink FBI is ok jugak!! Argh!! should i apply? should i?? i dont know!! im comfused!! raghh.. stress!! i dont even know what i want lah ok?? i want SP but at the same time i want Financial business.. argh.. i dont know.. wic one is better? well business is oso high demand.. Financial sector too.. i dont know!!
7:57 AM
Mar 6, 2007
SHIKIN! :) haha. testi tak kasi, acknowledge through blog pun jadi lah.. nak hang out kan? jom! *grins*
yes! let's go meet up and cam-whore again.. ;) aiyoh. syahida's been posted to business IT sp and im posted to food&nutrition tp. *sobs* hahaha.
oh oh. mira, u have a date with us!!! me, ida, syah. yes, this time we're bringing her with us. which means, more belanja!! woo! hehehe. this friday kay? after zohor. hah syahida, u must care.. duit oi.. hmph. nothing to do.
syahida's debating whether or not to appeal FBI tp. u so love me girl... =P but i know u wont.. see? i know u so well.. hehehe.
ish. all the best going to your posted schools people! have fun making new friends!
ps. syahida, my next belt would be brown.
4:38 PM
Mar 5, 2007
I've told you this thing is becoming MORE like a social diary?! Haha haaiz. Wow im impressed.. you're using the word Jia you!! haha yeah thats wat happen if you have the half as a chi? haha. abt the paying things.. i dont really care you know? haha i mean im afraid if i will be making the BIGGEST mistake in my life-wic this you know what.. firstly, im tired of the subj okz. secondly, i dont even tink it willl change anyting.. Anything at all.. like those peeps told me.. and i hate my new class!! i preferred the old Class. DAMN!! ARGH frustration man..
haha happy eh dapat lagu Suddenly i see? haha. hey read the Cbox. well nex time we go out, bring both aiiesyah and mira.. woohoo.. then she'll belanja us again haha..how could you forget the fun of cam-whoring? k fine since you've forgot already, lets meet up again.. make sure we're damn bored and let history happens again!! Woohoo.. haha its not siau-ting-tong ok!! well u said it yourself..im weird. haha if im weird.. so are you.. Coz you are witha weird friend.. ahah.. Ps. your song nnt kali i send eh? got some mail probs lerr.. Isk
Wohoo.. red belt sey.. well you work hard for that whats the colour of the nex one? hehe. NADRA: tanx for the consult you gave ermm.. during the results day. Appreciate vmuc. study hard gal. JiaYou!! Dont give up!! i noe you wont.. *smiles* take carez and adiousa!! haha *winx*
5:56 PM
ahem. Go syahida! Go Nadrah! hehe. both of you can do it! yes Nadrah, sec 3 sec 4 memang susah nak score. what i did was, aim to pass all subjects. confirm can get promoted. kan kan? Congrats for improving on your other subjects! eh must enjoy school tau. later after you graduate, you'll miss it. haha. oh well. i miss u also lah. Good luck & all the best for SYF! Get gold tau.. haha.
Go syahida, Jia you!alah, confirm boleh lah. You can do it! dah bayar fees tau. yay da dapat seddenly i see. ahaha. siao ting tong. post entry at 4 in the morn. tsktsktsk. For someone who has to 'hush', you sure typed alot =P eh my mp4 got songs you like also okay. like Not ready to make nice, Give it up to me, Patience, What hurts the most, Purest of pain... i can name more you know.. but i shall stop there. & your life is not full of bad happenings lah. you have me, remember? ahahaha.
actually, i've forgotten what the joy of cam-whoring feels like. but I want to go cam-whoring again! k? k?
oh wait. Thank you mira darl! you belanja-ed us again! hehe love you! must belanja more k, i'll we'll love you more ;) aiyoh. i miss aiiesyah. see lah. so many people, not seen in a long time.
haha Tas OUTS! take care all you darlings out there! muahaha. This thing feels more & more like a social diary. hehehe.
2:45 PM
Mar 4, 2007
OIK. sindir nampk?? in your previous posts..
Huh.. well too bad lerr.. shikin belum reply.. i was closer to her but hings chage in 4 years ya noe..
haha im cooler than you've thought..
now you enjoyed cam-whoring..
nex you'll lern to love ANTIBIOTICS too gal.. who agreed? say 'me me'!!
"Me me me me me me me.. hey me too wat lah. i came first okay. ida me!!".. and it carries on..
haha. see i've lots more supporters than you.. BLUEK =P
maybe the resolution ting.. i dont noe if i can keep it.. but i can try?? haha
dalah da ngantuk.. penat la.. stress seh buat eng homework..
IM SICK & TIRED OF ENGLISH!!
2 weeks left to really decide before making the BIGGEST mistake of my life..
Duh sigh.
i hate my life okay. im sick and tired of it.. if full BAD happenings.
I want real happenings man..
and about the phone my dear tassie.. nex year you got to change phones.. go get a better phone coz i will be sumhow a year back-dated ya noe.. dats an advantage.. except that if i got the $$ then i go change first. im spoilt remember?? Haha Spoilt brad.. Totally SPOILT.. you got mp4.. do i?? i dont even noe wat im getting..lols.
Haye i tink now its my turn to RECHARGE my brain.. need it tomorrow.. for class..
NITEZ.. syahida aka ida~sweethearts and LURVE'S in the air..
4:27 AM
Hay. hush im doing this damn quietly.. its hard ok..the spacebar is making so muc noise.. huh its like finally my parents went to bed okay? haha. trade huh? yeah i tink dat sholud be ok you know gal..
except that ur mp4.. got not muc of my favourite songs lerr gal..
hahah.. too bad. put in all my favourite songs and the trde between the 2 countries are on, my majesty.. haha
tanx for the testi.. eh suddenly i see can send maybe tomorrow?? im so damn NGANTUK lerr.. look at the tym i posted this.. yeah all tanx to the stupid english homeworks okay.. i dont even noe why i decide to retake.. n not be like your cuz.. ouh can a profession eng.. (if you passed your eng or GP, your in the PROFESSIONAL catergory).. back to wat im saying.. can you pls help me??
And tas, i had a great tym cam-whoring wif ya my frren.. its sooo muc fun.. well told ya its GEREK but you tak percaya.. well now you enjoyed it.. and plus.. you're asking for more.. haha
yeahyeah we can do it again.. nex tym biler dah install the handphone's cd.. beware peepz.. we'll flood this page wif our BEAUTIFULL pictures.. muahah..
well tanks to my my dear tassie dat you've found a new interest..
n mira.. u're missing ALL the fun we had gal.. nanti kali org ajak.. jangan ditolak!! Btw, if you're reading this.. tanx for the belanja.. lurve you!! *Ps. im putting it on air to show all the readers that you're nice.. so you shld belanja me more haha.. eh wait.. tas oso coz we're SIAMESE twins.. hahz
and tas.. even if juz now was a short time.. you know.. to go out.. well tanx to me that u're finally out of your hse right?? haha. i had a great tym cam-whoring wif ya. We'll do it more often if you want.. its tym to delete the old pics of us.. as new ones are cuming.. and tanx for the company.. appreciate it.. its worthwhile..
REMEMBER. we've probably got a date nex sat. thats if evrything goes out fine ya noe..
Loves, hugs and kisses from ida. Take care =p
~iDa~ Peace!!
3:59 AM
Mar 3, 2007
It's official. I LOVE cam-whoring!! Never knew it was so much fun. Try it people, it's fun. Really. Kan syahida, kan? If i wasnt out with her, i dont think i would have discovered a new hobby. whahaha. Mira,asal lah kau gi balik siang? Best tau. Hmph. im jealous. other people have advanced phones. Cameras can zoom lah, can switch cameras lah, flip&rotate pictures lah. You name it. Tak fair. k enough spoiltness.
But. I still love cam-whoring! Thanks to syahida, it might just be my new found hobby. *grins*
11:32 PM
Mar 2, 2007
Now that that's done, let's move on to another topic, shall we?
To my adik(who messaged me yesterday), don't be too hard on yourself. Was today a better day for you? It will be if you set your mind to it :) Happy belated birthday girl.. Keep smiling! If only I was still schooling... whatever the case, I want to be there for you. So keep in contact ya. Love you, adik!
2:23 PM
Aiyoh girl...you can be so lame at times. Like me :) yay! we're all moving on.. ahaha. wait a minute. You? Friendly? Hmm... Eh im just not comfortable 'talking' to her.. whatever. Besides, you have always been closer to her. If she replies, tell her i said 'Hi!'. haha. oh the problem with whoever, just tell the truth lah. Dont keep playing 'im. Then can save all your messages also right..
And what is the EXACT reason Raheel asked for that number of yours?
Are you serious? 6 march we'll get the results? oh cool.. All the best to you too and to everyone who's in the same league as us =)
Just FYI to other people.. *clears throat* I've got my voice back and it was only gone for 2 days!!! Thank you for your attention.
Let's see if you keep to your resolution.. All the viewers would be our witnesses :P
2:03 PM
Hahz read all your post. winx. the one abt Mr Lim.. reminds me of that particular day. damnit man. Its the most saddest day in my life kayzz. its even worst compared to the day that me and cal broke up lerr.. SobSob. but nevermind. im moving on. Woohoo. haha moving on into a ditch in front of me.. Muahahaha.. did i just make you laugh.. till you fall out of that chair you're sitting on?? or maybe if you're usong laptop.. the bad maybe?? if you didi.. its my turn to laugh at you.. HAHAHAHAH. Ok i tink i better stop this lame thing. if i have the time.. i'll post another entry..Woohoo. ive made a resolution this year..to at leat post sth up once a mth.. but insya allah lerr eh?? haha. ive read shikin's friendster yest.. and decided to send her a testi.. well its proven that im friendlier than you.. ahaha. Did you know wats the EXACT reason why Raheel asked for that number of mine? Ps. can gif me some hints how to get rid of a guy hu you dont lyk but he didnt know. tak sampai ahti lerr. he's lyk always msging me everyday without fail.. n msging crappy msges. Help me.. ignoring his msges pun doesnt work.. How??(Btw, this irritating guy is not Raheel. he's ok la, can say nice?haha) Chill out ~ida~ =P
hey tas.. well your wish is my command. Finally!!-you can say that haha. yeah. first times.. not so actually. im treating this blogging thing lyk a 'social diary'. how bout that. Note to Tas: hey check out your friendster. oso mine. check tau jgn tak check.. give me your comments. i have my personal blog there too haha. check out quotidian.blog.friendster.com Just slight info. hahaz. still roting at home? Eh ive got to know that 6 march is the results day. All the best in advance.. =D Lame sak kite tak berbual (hey if you realise, im actually toking to you alone hahz. sorry peepz if youre reading this. well its got nothing to do with you guys. so BUG OFF man!!) haha. Nex tym i post, i'll engage you too haha. ouh i know why u didnt call.. 1st: You lost your voice ( opps did i really put it on air? Sorrie) hahaz. 2nd: Youre on budgetting again is it? haha did you know last night je.. dah masuk the third tym i overshot.. to 80+ msgs in one day. kau! boleh jadi giler sak!! huh huh. so kalau multiply, 80x3=240(yey lets do some maths. oyeah Fyi people, its MY strongest subj lerr.) haha. and ok back to the topic.. in a mth.. ive only got 1000 smses. takkan nak overshot jugak sey.. hehe well need some BUDGETTING COUNCELLING frm you my dear tassie.. haha yelah katekan the-future-psychologist kan. tsktsk. *_* You take care. make sure you got your voice back(if you havent lerr..) penat lah. actually i feel lyk dropping out from the you-know-the-subj-i-hate-the-most-and-and-also-the-weakest tuition lah. tak de confident. huh boring sak. take care n tell Az- im on ther side too.. bout the diary.. Woohoo.. We rock!!
